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[llamas_for_you]

Hmm...everyone is either A) gone (Boston, home, etc), B) lame (sick, tired, no fun), C) douched out on me, or D) just a douchebag...speak of the devil...I guess I'm gonna go hang out with Paul, just cause I'm not tired yet...but I swear, he makes one advance, swift kick to the nuts. I need to hang out cause all I've been doing all night is sitting around...and oddly enough, it didn't depress me so much. Mostly because I had companionship, and also cause...I dunno...I've had this odd confidence today. I actually felt good about my body when I got in the shower. I don't feel good about my body anymore, cause I ate Monterey's (ie, sick), but still, I'm just so even today. If anything's uneven, it's bursts of hyper energy, which I shall quell with Paul. Who, I swear to God, better not come on to me...not cause I'm afraid I'll give in, but cause I'm afraid I'll vomit. So um, I have no idea where I was going with this, but now that I've typed it all up, it's such a shame to waste it.

um...I love Andrew Schwerzel. Yes, I love him! I love this boy! +jumps on Oprah's coach+