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okay..
so, on my report card i got 3 F's. (i dont need anycrap from anyone about that) but i know for a fact that i brought at least 2 of those up.
before: math-60 something chemistry-50 something.
but now i have a B/C in math and a 71 in chem. im not sure about history. but i plan on bringing them up even more.
does lala care that im passing them now?
no! all she fucking cares about is the couple of homeworks that i missed in some of my classes. she tells me that im not trying hard and i dont get it. but i am trying! isnt it obvious? im passing all my classes this time around. and shes the one that doesnt understand. its like she thinks she has to do this and if she stops i'll screw up again. like someone told her to act like this and she completely misinterpreted the directions. she said that-as she put it- "its not registering" to me that not doing homework brings downs the grade. I FUCKING KNOW! theyve only been telling us since we started getting homework.
she makes me want to reach over and strangle her until she gets it. shes not fucking helping me! shes hurting me.
everytime we're in an argument and she talks (that usually just happens to be in the middle of all my sentences) it makes me want to punch her. good thing i have some sort of restraint.