you're too late
Today was good. Rei came over and we made waffles, then Mitch came and my mom got pissed that the three of us were in my room. Mitch drove us to Lisa's and we watched movies, went to the park and hung out in the backyard. Lisa's sister, Sara, is way cute. I wish we didn't have to keep it so PG at her house though. I could have gone for a good game of truth or dare.
I have this project I should really be working on. I just can't focus. I never can. And my mom telling me that I'm a failure and a disgrace doesn't really help the situation. My mom keep telling me that I should do this or that. She tells me that I should try to be more of an individual. I like who I am. And just because I have friends doesn't make me a follower, though I probably am.
Its supposed to snow at some point. Tonight? Tomorrow morning? Who knows. We will still have school. That's why I'm struggling to get this project finished. Part of me wants all of this snow to be over with. I want summer to happen. The other part of me wants there to be a mountain of snow so that I can spend one more day in paradise with everyone.
I guess I'm going to start getting rides home from school from Mitch sometimes. That's going to be awesome. But I promise that I will ride the bus. I like the bus rides sometimes. I can be with my friends. There are just some days I want to curl up in a ball and listen to music without being disturbed by a ton of people kicking the back of my seat.
I need to go to the doctors soon. I've lost about 16 pounds in under two months which is really really really bad. All I do is sit infront of the computer and eat. True, I don't eat at school, but usually its because the food my mom packs me is gross. I just want to know if there is something wrong with me. I'm really worried.
I haven't written an update like this in a long time. And I bet no one read it, but that's alright.
Love,
Mary
[EDIT]Lisa bought me a Supergirl hat. Its really cute and its in pink and black :)[/EDIT]
I have this project I should really be working on. I just can't focus. I never can. And my mom telling me that I'm a failure and a disgrace doesn't really help the situation. My mom keep telling me that I should do this or that. She tells me that I should try to be more of an individual. I like who I am. And just because I have friends doesn't make me a follower, though I probably am.
Its supposed to snow at some point. Tonight? Tomorrow morning? Who knows. We will still have school. That's why I'm struggling to get this project finished. Part of me wants all of this snow to be over with. I want summer to happen. The other part of me wants there to be a mountain of snow so that I can spend one more day in paradise with everyone.
I guess I'm going to start getting rides home from school from Mitch sometimes. That's going to be awesome. But I promise that I will ride the bus. I like the bus rides sometimes. I can be with my friends. There are just some days I want to curl up in a ball and listen to music without being disturbed by a ton of people kicking the back of my seat.
I need to go to the doctors soon. I've lost about 16 pounds in under two months which is really really really bad. All I do is sit infront of the computer and eat. True, I don't eat at school, but usually its because the food my mom packs me is gross. I just want to know if there is something wrong with me. I'm really worried.
I haven't written an update like this in a long time. And I bet no one read it, but that's alright.
Love,
Mary
[EDIT]Lisa bought me a Supergirl hat. Its really cute and its in pink and black :)[/EDIT]