Oct 07, 2004 23:07
Bringing things to a light beyond all others is a difficult task to achieve.
Why I just said that is completely beyond me, because honestly I have no clue what it means. Life has been going steady as of late. School is going good, no problems yet. Just have to get out of my procrastination tendencies when it comes to school work. I've been working upwards of 36 hours a week plus school work, so needless to say things are a bit stressed in the time department.
Even through all of that, getting a car by november first, and working out long festering family issues, I'm still content and happy with how things are. I can't say I'd be at this point if it wasn't for the emotional support I've gained from Ashley recently. She's been going through quite a bit herself, and I've been trying my hardest to keep her in the upward spectrum of moods.
It's odd, every time I start talking to Ashley again, I regain a form of feeling for her. It's a deep caring, something I get very rarely. Instead she seems to dig it out of me every time. She and I have talked off and on for the past three years, just about. There is a deep connection that I have to her, being that she and I are very similar on outlooks. We simply, connect.
I will see where this brings me.. well us.