cause myspace is being a tard
I totally wrote this today. I'm gonna come back tomorrow, read it, and die. Like, "Why the fuck did I even type that up!?" But oh well, I like it now. lol
I was inspired by some old letters I wrote to one of my ex's. Strangely he sent them back with a crazy letter telling me I was delusional. =(
Us
I saw you sitting alone. Your hope, love, and soul sank deep into the grass and dirt, while your body stayed aloft as if nothing were out of place. No one would have guessed what you had just witnessed. The pain and suffering you held within suffocated your surroundings, open for me to see. Just me. It became our little secret.
I cried for you that night. I cried for what you felt. I could sense deep inside me your continuing pain. I cried for me, for the trauma I felt in sympathy. I cried for us.
Us…
Soon you will forget her. As you weep for your lost I will find your side and stay by it. With the deepest part if my heart and my soul I will connect with you. Your loving spirit will feel me and know that we are meant for each other. In this way I will stay by your side and comfort you. To your earth bound body it will be nothing, but in your soul you’ll know. I know you’ll know.
When your sorrow subsides, finally, you will see me. You will see me for what I am, the love within you.
Your love for me will be so great. I’ll be able to tell you that I only did it for us. She was in our way of finding each other. She had you under such an evil spell that there was no other way to make her gone. I had to do it. You’ll understand. You have to. You will.
I apologize that you had to see her die. I’m truly sorry that you had to see me do it. I didn’t mean for you to see, but soon the memories of her death will be fond ones, when you know it was for us. It won’t matter as we live happily ever after. Together. Us. Always. You will understand.
I sit here in the shadows of an empty shack, spiders laying eggs in my hair. They’re waiting for my death while I only wait for you. If death is how long I have to wait, so be it. Our souls will find each other. If death is how long it will take for you to understand, so be that, too. Death can be optional. I can make it come sooner for us, my dear. My beloved. For us.
I was inspired by some old letters I wrote to one of my ex's. Strangely he sent them back with a crazy letter telling me I was delusional. =(
Us
I saw you sitting alone. Your hope, love, and soul sank deep into the grass and dirt, while your body stayed aloft as if nothing were out of place. No one would have guessed what you had just witnessed. The pain and suffering you held within suffocated your surroundings, open for me to see. Just me. It became our little secret.
I cried for you that night. I cried for what you felt. I could sense deep inside me your continuing pain. I cried for me, for the trauma I felt in sympathy. I cried for us.
Us…
Soon you will forget her. As you weep for your lost I will find your side and stay by it. With the deepest part if my heart and my soul I will connect with you. Your loving spirit will feel me and know that we are meant for each other. In this way I will stay by your side and comfort you. To your earth bound body it will be nothing, but in your soul you’ll know. I know you’ll know.
When your sorrow subsides, finally, you will see me. You will see me for what I am, the love within you.
Your love for me will be so great. I’ll be able to tell you that I only did it for us. She was in our way of finding each other. She had you under such an evil spell that there was no other way to make her gone. I had to do it. You’ll understand. You have to. You will.
I apologize that you had to see her die. I’m truly sorry that you had to see me do it. I didn’t mean for you to see, but soon the memories of her death will be fond ones, when you know it was for us. It won’t matter as we live happily ever after. Together. Us. Always. You will understand.
I sit here in the shadows of an empty shack, spiders laying eggs in my hair. They’re waiting for my death while I only wait for you. If death is how long I have to wait, so be it. Our souls will find each other. If death is how long it will take for you to understand, so be that, too. Death can be optional. I can make it come sooner for us, my dear. My beloved. For us.