Sad and Lonely
I'm overly depressed.
Yesterday Randy went to jail. It was so hard to go to bed last night knowing i wasnt gonna get my goodnight kiss or my hug. He has my phone so if he wanted to call me and say he loves me he cant, I wont get to see him till Sat and Sun. I hope he gets out soon, im so dame lost without him.
Im a telemarketer everyone, i start my job in an hour and im very nervous, HES NOT EVEN HERE TO WISH ME GOOD LUCK! and thats the kinda shit i need to go on with my every day activities.
Well i hate the law. i hate rules. and i hate cops.
(yet who doesnt?)
I just need to stop crying cause i havent stopped since he called me and told me he was in jail. I honestly dont know how to go on without him. Of course im gonna wait for him when he gets out im gonna give him the time of his life. Probably never stop hugging and kissing him.
Stevie called me yesterday. He's trying to find out information on what the fuck happened yesterday and he's gonna feel me in. I love the fact Randy has friends that actually care. Stevies actually helped me out an ass load since yesterday. He has his momma callin up JRuben to get information so i know what's goin on. I know his bail is 3,000 dollars BUT he cant get out on bail till he goes to court. AND THAT COULD BE MONTHS!!!!! im loosin my mind just thinkin about the fact that it could be a year before i see my baby again!
Anyways i have to go pick bagels up from Manhatten Bagel for my mom's office. i Shall write again, probably with more drama.
-Sigh-
Yesterday Randy went to jail. It was so hard to go to bed last night knowing i wasnt gonna get my goodnight kiss or my hug. He has my phone so if he wanted to call me and say he loves me he cant, I wont get to see him till Sat and Sun. I hope he gets out soon, im so dame lost without him.
Im a telemarketer everyone, i start my job in an hour and im very nervous, HES NOT EVEN HERE TO WISH ME GOOD LUCK! and thats the kinda shit i need to go on with my every day activities.
Well i hate the law. i hate rules. and i hate cops.
(yet who doesnt?)
I just need to stop crying cause i havent stopped since he called me and told me he was in jail. I honestly dont know how to go on without him. Of course im gonna wait for him when he gets out im gonna give him the time of his life. Probably never stop hugging and kissing him.
Stevie called me yesterday. He's trying to find out information on what the fuck happened yesterday and he's gonna feel me in. I love the fact Randy has friends that actually care. Stevies actually helped me out an ass load since yesterday. He has his momma callin up JRuben to get information so i know what's goin on. I know his bail is 3,000 dollars BUT he cant get out on bail till he goes to court. AND THAT COULD BE MONTHS!!!!! im loosin my mind just thinkin about the fact that it could be a year before i see my baby again!
Anyways i have to go pick bagels up from Manhatten Bagel for my mom's office. i Shall write again, probably with more drama.
-Sigh-