someone please shoot me now now now NOW
crap. im soooo stressed. and i know that i am bringing a lot of it upon myself but like OMG there is so much to do right now and i just dont even know where to start.
im looking at this list of things to do and it doesnt look like a lot
but the time commitment needed for each thing and like knowing what i have to do on it so unappealing and like each day more shit keeps getting added to my plate of shit i already need to do and i think im gunna explode.
so today i have to do all of my work since i have actual work tomorrow. and fuck i have no idea what im gunna do. and i know that updating this thing really isnt helping but yah. and im sure there are people who are in worse predicaments than me but fuckkkkk.
French- finish reading Asterix (this french commic book) <-- not hard to do. i can do that in 10 mins.
Pre-calc- read section 2-1 and work on the mathematica project creating the cheat sheet and the drawing using mathematica!! oimg omgomg fuck i dont get the program <-- due the 14th of october. so i will do it later. but its really hard.
Madness In Literature- write the first draft of my essay comparing the mental "madness" between sylvia plath, Medea and the narrorator in "the yellow wall paper" and relate that to the way society view women at the time and what their place among men was <-- FUCK. i havent written and essay essay in forever. since last YEAR!! crap <-- due monday assigned thursday. final draft due wednesday. :( shit.
AP evvironmental science- shit. here is what makes me want to kill myself. or at least feel the most depressed. finish the formal lab write up of a lab that i dont even understand. i dont know what the FUCK the purpose of that thing was and what the hell to write for it since neither my self or a lot of people dont understand. it was due friday. im still in the process of working on it.
Also.. finish the study guide questions 6-10 but in order to do that i have to read those chapters. and thats not due till thursday cuz we have our test that day but that takes a lotta time to do.
Also.. do the assigned hw of the packet on Human Population which is spossed to take like 1.5 hrs. shit.
and study for the test that is on thursday
Ethics- read some stupid christian web site on Abortion and make a one page essay on the pros, cons, and my views.
also... read chapter 4 about aquinus.. (sp?) and study for the quiz on Monday. <-- ew. i hate that class.
ok so most of that shit is due monday and i have to do it TODAY. cuz i have work from 10-6 tomorrow.
and now for college/ SAT shit that i have to do.
ok first of all.. SATs are in 7 days. and i think im gunna cry. becuase im SO fucked for those. my vocab is HORRIBLE so like im so screwed for that section and its not like i can learn 34454854859353 words by saturday. but yes. i brought it upon my self. i fucked my self over. im aware
- i suck at math. enough said
- i had like ADD like no other so reading those passages is ass. especiall if they are about like science or something. <-- i know that is the point of them. they want to make you bored. they succeded. congrats ETS. i FUCKING hate you.
and i need to get my teacher eval/ recs to my teachers who are doing them. sutton and ms nguyen.
i need to fucking do my essay tooo
and the other apps
and ACTs.. yes acts. im taking it on 0ct. 22. and my rents are gunna be outta town so my grandpa has to take me or something.
OH. and im like failing math. a 69 and 65 on two tests. and like i dont even think i can count as low as what i got on my quiz
OH. and i miss my boyfriend. which is pretty much like the eqivalent as all of this shit i have to do. :(
so this is prolly one of the most pessimistic entries ever written so i will lighten it up by saying
my lesson with beauty on friday was really good.
that is all.
i hate my life right now. and i want it be 2nd semester and i want to get an acceptance letter from cal poly saying we love you come to our school and come now. fuck the rest of highschool....... <-- or something a bit like that.
k bye guys.
im looking at this list of things to do and it doesnt look like a lot
but the time commitment needed for each thing and like knowing what i have to do on it so unappealing and like each day more shit keeps getting added to my plate of shit i already need to do and i think im gunna explode.
so today i have to do all of my work since i have actual work tomorrow. and fuck i have no idea what im gunna do. and i know that updating this thing really isnt helping but yah. and im sure there are people who are in worse predicaments than me but fuckkkkk.
French- finish reading Asterix (this french commic book) <-- not hard to do. i can do that in 10 mins.
Pre-calc- read section 2-1 and work on the mathematica project creating the cheat sheet and the drawing using mathematica!! oimg omgomg fuck i dont get the program <-- due the 14th of october. so i will do it later. but its really hard.
Madness In Literature- write the first draft of my essay comparing the mental "madness" between sylvia plath, Medea and the narrorator in "the yellow wall paper" and relate that to the way society view women at the time and what their place among men was <-- FUCK. i havent written and essay essay in forever. since last YEAR!! crap <-- due monday assigned thursday. final draft due wednesday. :( shit.
AP evvironmental science- shit. here is what makes me want to kill myself. or at least feel the most depressed. finish the formal lab write up of a lab that i dont even understand. i dont know what the FUCK the purpose of that thing was and what the hell to write for it since neither my self or a lot of people dont understand. it was due friday. im still in the process of working on it.
Also.. finish the study guide questions 6-10 but in order to do that i have to read those chapters. and thats not due till thursday cuz we have our test that day but that takes a lotta time to do.
Also.. do the assigned hw of the packet on Human Population which is spossed to take like 1.5 hrs. shit.
and study for the test that is on thursday
Ethics- read some stupid christian web site on Abortion and make a one page essay on the pros, cons, and my views.
also... read chapter 4 about aquinus.. (sp?) and study for the quiz on Monday. <-- ew. i hate that class.
ok so most of that shit is due monday and i have to do it TODAY. cuz i have work from 10-6 tomorrow.
and now for college/ SAT shit that i have to do.
ok first of all.. SATs are in 7 days. and i think im gunna cry. becuase im SO fucked for those. my vocab is HORRIBLE so like im so screwed for that section and its not like i can learn 34454854859353 words by saturday. but yes. i brought it upon my self. i fucked my self over. im aware
- i suck at math. enough said
- i had like ADD like no other so reading those passages is ass. especiall if they are about like science or something. <-- i know that is the point of them. they want to make you bored. they succeded. congrats ETS. i FUCKING hate you.
and i need to get my teacher eval/ recs to my teachers who are doing them. sutton and ms nguyen.
i need to fucking do my essay tooo
and the other apps
and ACTs.. yes acts. im taking it on 0ct. 22. and my rents are gunna be outta town so my grandpa has to take me or something.
OH. and im like failing math. a 69 and 65 on two tests. and like i dont even think i can count as low as what i got on my quiz
OH. and i miss my boyfriend. which is pretty much like the eqivalent as all of this shit i have to do. :(
so this is prolly one of the most pessimistic entries ever written so i will lighten it up by saying
my lesson with beauty on friday was really good.
that is all.
i hate my life right now. and i want it be 2nd semester and i want to get an acceptance letter from cal poly saying we love you come to our school and come now. fuck the rest of highschool....... <-- or something a bit like that.
k bye guys.