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so hmm.. what is new.. not too much i guess
i havent updated in a while cuz i havent had internet and nothing really worth updating has happened.
i guess life is getting better overall since july 4th but there are some steps back too.
like im getting some of my privaliges back like i can now use my phone and i have internet back (even tho i have been using it basically the whole time) and i can start hanging out wiht people a little bit next week and stuff.. so i guess thats good.
bad side.. tsubasa is in japan for two weeks and i really miss him. its SO weird going from seeing someone like everyday.. to not talking to them in 3.5 days. but i guess i have to get used to it... sigh.
so when i come back from my horse back riding expedition he will be back too and i get to hang out with him AND MY COOLEST GIRLFRIENDS WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN FUCKING FOREVER AND MISS LIKE CRAZY. its so weird going from seeing them everyday too and not seeing them at all..
and everyone is starting to go in their own directions and get involved in their own shit and different stuff. and its kinda sad in a way.. and kinda cool in others cuz people are generally happy.. or are doing shit that makes them happy.
but i really wanna hang out with all of them and catch up and spend quality time like how it was during the school year cuz i have seriously been outta touch with them for a few weeks now. and it feels so strange. i dont like it. but yes. if that made ANY sense.. bottom line is we all need to hang out. pronto..
oh and im getting really nervous about SAT shit and college app shit cuz i still havent done anything really or started essays and im really scared. and i need to reg for SATS and stuff. so yah. oh boy. its coming.
and this summer seriously is slipping by like sand through fingers. im not even kidding. OMG. we start school in a little over a month. and i HATE that. like a month and a week.
FUCK. imma senior. and i cant wait to be a freshman again.. in a way. i juts want all of this to be over and get into the school i want and have a happy life. and i wish it was all gunna be that easy.. but i know its not. :(
but yes.
does anyone know when the used book sale is? cuz i really need to get those things and stuff. and that is another way to see people before school starts too!
so in like a week and a half im going to red bluff (which is hella north like by oregon) for a 2 day horse back ride through a wile horse sanctuary and i getta see real live stallions in the wild and shit. its gunna be awesome. im really excited. and i getta go with juliana and we get a cabin and shit and omggg i cant wait. and then the DAY/NIGHT i get back.. IM FUCKING FREEE OMGGOMGOMGOMGOGMGGGG
wow. i seriosuly am SO sick of my house
and i am sick of ted being a dick and totally taking advantage that i am home all day so he thinks i can do all this bitch work. at least my mom is nice about it and she gives me a list daily and thats fine. she doesnt harp on my to start right away. juts as long as i do the shit she asks me by the time she gets home. ted comes home and hes like so WHAT CHORES DID U DO TODAY?! WHEN DID U DO THEM. thats not enough. gurrr he makes me so angry.
but yes
that is my life so far
and currently mark is getting me to play CS. (Couter Strike) im in the process of downloading. ahhh
im turning into a comp nerd or something. fanlksnflkd i dont like it
some one save me haha
<3 call me if u wanna <3 muahh
I MISS TSUBY NFSKJDSNFKJDN
i havent updated in a while cuz i havent had internet and nothing really worth updating has happened.
i guess life is getting better overall since july 4th but there are some steps back too.
like im getting some of my privaliges back like i can now use my phone and i have internet back (even tho i have been using it basically the whole time) and i can start hanging out wiht people a little bit next week and stuff.. so i guess thats good.
bad side.. tsubasa is in japan for two weeks and i really miss him. its SO weird going from seeing someone like everyday.. to not talking to them in 3.5 days. but i guess i have to get used to it... sigh.
so when i come back from my horse back riding expedition he will be back too and i get to hang out with him AND MY COOLEST GIRLFRIENDS WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN FUCKING FOREVER AND MISS LIKE CRAZY. its so weird going from seeing them everyday too and not seeing them at all..
and everyone is starting to go in their own directions and get involved in their own shit and different stuff. and its kinda sad in a way.. and kinda cool in others cuz people are generally happy.. or are doing shit that makes them happy.
but i really wanna hang out with all of them and catch up and spend quality time like how it was during the school year cuz i have seriously been outta touch with them for a few weeks now. and it feels so strange. i dont like it. but yes. if that made ANY sense.. bottom line is we all need to hang out. pronto..
oh and im getting really nervous about SAT shit and college app shit cuz i still havent done anything really or started essays and im really scared. and i need to reg for SATS and stuff. so yah. oh boy. its coming.
and this summer seriously is slipping by like sand through fingers. im not even kidding. OMG. we start school in a little over a month. and i HATE that. like a month and a week.
FUCK. imma senior. and i cant wait to be a freshman again.. in a way. i juts want all of this to be over and get into the school i want and have a happy life. and i wish it was all gunna be that easy.. but i know its not. :(
but yes.
does anyone know when the used book sale is? cuz i really need to get those things and stuff. and that is another way to see people before school starts too!
so in like a week and a half im going to red bluff (which is hella north like by oregon) for a 2 day horse back ride through a wile horse sanctuary and i getta see real live stallions in the wild and shit. its gunna be awesome. im really excited. and i getta go with juliana and we get a cabin and shit and omggg i cant wait. and then the DAY/NIGHT i get back.. IM FUCKING FREEE OMGGOMGOMGOMGOGMGGGG
wow. i seriosuly am SO sick of my house
and i am sick of ted being a dick and totally taking advantage that i am home all day so he thinks i can do all this bitch work. at least my mom is nice about it and she gives me a list daily and thats fine. she doesnt harp on my to start right away. juts as long as i do the shit she asks me by the time she gets home. ted comes home and hes like so WHAT CHORES DID U DO TODAY?! WHEN DID U DO THEM. thats not enough. gurrr he makes me so angry.
but yes
that is my life so far
and currently mark is getting me to play CS. (Couter Strike) im in the process of downloading. ahhh
im turning into a comp nerd or something. fanlksnflkd i dont like it
some one save me haha
<3 call me if u wanna <3 muahh
I MISS TSUBY NFSKJDSNFKJDN