Jan 31, 2006 21:08
well hello, im back again.... i think lol!!!
hmm what to talk about, anything lol... my life???
well my life, i don't really know where i am atm its kinda all weird for me,
i didn't think that life could get this confusing but it can!
i think i might read some people wrong, because in the end im not sure that they are the same person anymore,
like people change... hmm thats just the thing people do change
but then again you get the people who you though changed but then they come back into your life and they are the same people,
that makes me think... do we change or is it just time that changes???
hmmm very hard question lol, but im sure one day i will find out the answer lol... well i hope i do
anyway moving on
yeah i have had some people coming into and out of my life,
some that are new some that are old,
its good to be friends again with they people that leave your life and then come back again,
it feels like a part of you has returned....
but then you have the people who leave your life, and you feel that something is missing, well for now
but in time you get over it.
well school starts back soon, i don't really want to go but mum and dad want me 2,
i was thinking about going full time in dance this year but they would have none of it,
they really want me to finish my hsc, which is kinda sad that they won't listen to what i have to say,
but then again "they know best", well i hope they do!!!
the only reason that im not putting up a fight is that we only really have 8 months left of school,
and i wanna spend that last 8 months with my friends before i leave to go onto the boats,
but then again that will be this time next year so it really 12 months, oh well more time to spend with the friends!!!!
im wanting to do so much with them this year, cause it will be my last year before i have to leave them all, which is going to be so so sad!!!!
im really going to miss everyone, but lets not think about that now its a year away!!!
ohh... and im not working for maccas anymore!!! yay!!!
so fucking good!!!!
im now working as a dance teacher which is so good,
i will be doing what i love to do and getting paid for it, how good is that lol!!!!
and im going to NZ with my brother on the 28th, so thats going to be so much fun,
and omg he comes home on the 14th, i can't wait i haven't seen him for over 9 months now,
its always good for the 1st 2 weeks that he is home, and then it hits me, he is home... lol
nah but he is cool and ya gotta love the guy he is so cool!!!
anyway thats about all i can think about for now lol
i will see you soon
love me