Jul 23, 2005 22:28
what an emotional roller coaster,
i have so many things running through my head,
i feel like my brain is about to pop!!
there are so many things that i need to think through, my life seems to be wasted atm,
i am so scared that i am going to be alone forever,
all off my friends have someone or won't talk to me for some weird reason!!!
i don't want to go through life alone!!!
as i sit and look at my computer screen,
i see nothing, i have no reason to think anymore,
i can see warning lights flashing in front of my eyes,
i can't go back i can only go forwards,
when will all the turns stop???
if i could only go back in time, i would change most things,
i would change them so everyone could be happy, there would be no reasons for tears,
no reason for the negative things in my life, in yours.....
as my thoughts settle down,
i can see... almost...
that....
"i have a dream..a fantasy..to help me through reality"
when will my dream turn into reality???