Jul 14, 2005 13:45
what a week it has been,
im so ready for bed and its like 1:45 pm!!!
i have gone through so much this week,
i went 2 bronny's party on sat night,
was very cool, and i never want to see anyone be sick again!!!
but yeah it was great!
ohh and yeah,
work placement,
even when im on holidays school still is around me,
i have meet some cool new ppls,
but i hate anything 2 do with food, being around it from 6 am (to early) till 2 pm,
i feel so sick from the smell!!
ohhh my poor kimmy,
i love her so much,
she was left alone in sydney by her so called friends (so she calls me),
but i don't mind, she is mine and i will keep her forever (sorry james)!
ohh and i love stevie,
she is so cute, she is another person i can tell anything 2 and she won't care, she still see me as "the same duncan",
awwww thats so cute!!!
you know what, one thing i hate about holidays is that you really don't get to see your friends day in, day out,
i really miss all my close friends, i wanna spend more time with you!!!
omg, this is so weird,
im so not a music person,
(but ever since something happened)
i come home and start listening to music,
and now i need to go and spend more money and buy some new CD's!!!
im in the mood for love songs, musicals and depressing songs (so not like me)!!!
i think i need 2 go out with my friends soon,
i need to get out of this house,
im so sick of doing the same thing everyday,
i want something new in my life!!
oh and why can't my mum give it a break,
she's in eisteddfod mode already (the eisteddfod ain't till september)
and now she is talking about banning me off the internet,
because she said "your spending to much time on it" (it might be true), but if you want me 2 get off it,
just stop telling me, i will, when you shut the fuck up!!
stupid woman!!
ahhh but hey what can you do about it?
im so in the mood to do something right now that i shouldn't lol,
me is so bad!!!
i need someone to do it with hey,
hmmm who could i get,
meh i don't care!!!
well that is really my week,
unless something else life changing happens,
my life is so fucked up,
every time i think i have it worked out,
something really big happens,
like hello i am only human,i can only put up with so much shit going on in my life!!
i really need someone i can tell everything to, and will understand me, and love me for who i am,
god am i just one sad puppy, i can't stop thinking about the perfect person,
i want them 2 enter my life right now, i havn't really had anyone to love (apart from friends) in 3 years,
i need someone here to keep me warm when i sleep, to hug me when i need it, to love me when i need it,
to talk to me, call me and just say "i love you", and i really need someone 2 kiss (kissing to me is the one way you can tell if someone love you, and if they really care about you)!!!
and i want someone who will (if they need it), to call me in the night and say that they need me, thats right need me in anyway,
i just really want "LOVE"!!!
that one word that could complete my life!!!
what the hell am i going on about??
hmm i don't really know oi,
thats just what i am feeling right now!!
anyway...
i will post something if it happens,
but until then...
love you all,
and keep the smiles coming!!
love D!!