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You know what truly sucks when you get home and there's silence because you're too proud to say anything and because you want her to say the first word or at least apologize. I hate coming home and feeling lonely. Its called home for a reason. Lately I come home and go to my room and close the door. No real meals or real food no hellos or goodbyes just silence. I never want to be like this with my kids. At least ill try not too. I miss her but I'm beginning to get hard like them and its going to take a lot to break through. Whatever happened to the simple days where your biggest worry was what bathing suit you were going to wear and who you would run into at the beach.... What I would give for the days just one more time.