ffuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
i have just been informed that i may very soon be needing to rent a room. unfortunately i don't know when this will be or if it is for sure. the thing that worries me is that if i have to fill the fucking room come december, there will be no renters and nat and i can't afford the place by ourselves. i should have made her sign a lease, not that it would matter because i couldn't very well keep charging her if she didn't live here and still be on good terms with their family. i really do want to cry right now.