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Jul 04, 2006 17:08

ill get over it
just wait and see
ill get over it
and some day youll be me
sitting and waiting
comtemplaiting
cant understand why
you every said goodbye
promised a friend denyed a memory
that ok baby
soon you wont be shit to me
broke my heart
kicked me around
but in not so long
your gonna frown
youll realize way to late
how bad it was to hesitate
told me you loved me
then walked away
my wont it be cold someday
when you come running
and im not there
my love for you
it died there
in our room
when you left
for another man
you commit the greatest theft
theft of a heart
giver of pain
she who cannot
make me whole again

fuck you fuck this and fuck the world at large fuck this "if its meant to be" bullshit. if you want something fucking chase it with all you got and if the dream dies rekindle it else where. katrina yeah i loved her and i say loved cuz ive realized how fucking pathetic all this is and that im relieved that not only has she left me for another man and taken any possiblity of a false relationship away but she removed herself from my life and again showed her true colors if faling to even return a phone call when she promised like everyone does that no matter what friends. well freinds call you back and freinds dont tell you they wat to marry you and have your children and share every dream youve had since you were like 15. yeah im 22 years old yes im still young but im also very simple ive lived on the dont worry just handle it philosophy for more years than i want to count and it hasent failed me yet. my goals in life are the simple things be a good man loving father husband provide as best i can and see my kids off to the very best of lives. i want to acomplish every dream the girl i marry ever had, while thats eloquent and romantic its also just a basis of love if i can say "to death do us part" then god damnit i inted to mean it. i want to be on thier mind all the time and vise versa, i just want to live with out money stress not be rich or poor just get by. is that really too much to ask? that when i can get down in my knees and take the greatest leap of faith in another humnan being and ask you to marry me that when the awnser comes out yes you mean it? i dont really think so, and so ill sink another shot to the woman i used to love and say good bye to heartache its on ward and up from here
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