phantom
you cant hear me
you wont see me pass
im floating by you
might as well just be ash
you cant see me
dont know i exist
why is it
i feel like this
trapped in silence
compeled to scream
left with hope
of a forgotten dream
so it has come to me that i feel increasingly looked over passed by and ignored by those i call friend and the harder i try to right what i have done worng the more i feel out numbered out gunned and out thought at every turn and i can go down a list of ppl ive wronged in my life in the past few years
ashely c- dated and wronged emotionally
arthur n- was betrayed by and has tryed to earn forgiveness i cannot give
ashely ?- hurt a friend and treated poorly
alex s- i hate you but i cannot. make her happy please...please
brittany t- dated loved left rather harshly
blake d- assault while earned shouldnt have happened
blake p- stole a loved one a away never again will i do such a thing
clayton r- malice never earned
chad s- asked for far more than you can handle under current stress
christina- you are the great betrayer but i can still care for you i should at least show it
dan j- though she is not nor will she be yours ive kept her from you im sorry
jenna t- too many years too many problems too much life love and heartache
jenny f- i tried i did im sorry
mike r- treated like shit with out due cause
mike g- treated like shit with due cause ok not really
matthew m- too much have i laid at your feet and expected you to call me friend later
john d- too long have i called you teacher and been unwilling to be a student
ben m- left you out too far away isolated as i feel now
adam b- i miss the friend who was to be my knight a long time ago waht happened
katrina j- i love you im sorry i miss you please be happy where ever you are
matt g- left you completely out you deserve contact
kim j- im sorry im a bastard when i have to be to strong to cry thats right i cry deal with it
i cant think of any more but im 2" short of breakdown and im alone its a great place to be trapped afraid to call home to feel like ive failed 2 times in a year 4 times in a life time and that ive dissapointed my granparents by waht i have done with my life will type later teears cloud eyes
you wont see me pass
im floating by you
might as well just be ash
you cant see me
dont know i exist
why is it
i feel like this
trapped in silence
compeled to scream
left with hope
of a forgotten dream
so it has come to me that i feel increasingly looked over passed by and ignored by those i call friend and the harder i try to right what i have done worng the more i feel out numbered out gunned and out thought at every turn and i can go down a list of ppl ive wronged in my life in the past few years
ashely c- dated and wronged emotionally
arthur n- was betrayed by and has tryed to earn forgiveness i cannot give
ashely ?- hurt a friend and treated poorly
alex s- i hate you but i cannot. make her happy please...please
brittany t- dated loved left rather harshly
blake d- assault while earned shouldnt have happened
blake p- stole a loved one a away never again will i do such a thing
clayton r- malice never earned
chad s- asked for far more than you can handle under current stress
christina- you are the great betrayer but i can still care for you i should at least show it
dan j- though she is not nor will she be yours ive kept her from you im sorry
jenna t- too many years too many problems too much life love and heartache
jenny f- i tried i did im sorry
mike r- treated like shit with out due cause
mike g- treated like shit with due cause ok not really
matthew m- too much have i laid at your feet and expected you to call me friend later
john d- too long have i called you teacher and been unwilling to be a student
ben m- left you out too far away isolated as i feel now
adam b- i miss the friend who was to be my knight a long time ago waht happened
katrina j- i love you im sorry i miss you please be happy where ever you are
matt g- left you completely out you deserve contact
kim j- im sorry im a bastard when i have to be to strong to cry thats right i cry deal with it
i cant think of any more but im 2" short of breakdown and im alone its a great place to be trapped afraid to call home to feel like ive failed 2 times in a year 4 times in a life time and that ive dissapointed my granparents by waht i have done with my life will type later teears cloud eyes