i give up
so i called trina at 1am tonight and told her that i just wanted my shit then shed never hear from me again im sick of tying and being avoided. so fuck it she dont care about me shes happy with alex so let her be and let her lose the love she said she had/has cuz she aint comming back to me and i aint waiting for her no more. fuck her if she actually loved me / wanted my kids/ wanted to marry me she wouldnt have walked out on me regardless of my wrongs she would have talked to me worked it out said something anything tried to be a reasonable humanbeing and keep it alive if she wanted it but she did nothing becuase she wanted nothing of me so fuck her and every other female out there may all you heartless bitches get what you deserve loved and left