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hey hey. for those of you who read this, if n e ...yeaa i wont be on the computer for a while. ours crashed and is being fixed/replaced..whatever. im usuing the computer at my new step mom's house...im still gettin used to that name "step mom" lol she lives in the boondocks...i swear nothing but land and bugs alll around us. she's got sheep and a goat and there's horses..and probably soon to be some chickens. it's cool tho...helps take my mind off other stuff. you feel kinda icolated out here and it lets you think a little. which reminds me.....sorry...but you all have to be patient with me(my friends do)
yea, im hot headed at times. and loose my temper. i can usualy keep it, and couldn't give a shit at what you say about me. but im tired of being critisized about the people i hang out with, and the friends i have. i don't fucking hang out with the same people "ALL THE TIME." as some people like to think. in fact i barely ever have the time to even hang out with some. unless your with me 24/7 you don't know a fucking flip what im doing, even if i did hang out with the same people all the time i don't see how it's your business to control how i manage my time. and if you take offensive to any of this journal then DON'T FUCKING READ IT, or else shut up and stop complaining about what im saying. this is my place to vent, i don't write for comments
woooo ok enough of that
lets see what did i do this weekend...oh yea that's right ABOSLUTELY NOTHIGN! i sat in arlington on my ass changing my little cousin's diapers and babysitting my other cousin. what fun. ...SIKE!..yeaa....i can't stand my aunt "amy i don't see you ass being a musician, mayeb you could be a teacher or somethign, but not a musician amy, it takes a lot of work, and i just really don't see you doing it" OMG i am so sick of people trying to stop me from what i want to do. can anyone ecnourage me anymore to do something i want to do? does n e one have faith in me? certainly not my family. i've devoted so much of my tim to music, my friends have gotten mad at me at times because i couldn't habg otu since out since i had to practice. it bugs me how everyone trys to discourage me. especialy my aunt. i mean, yea she's klnown me sinc ei was born, and she knwos i play music...but she has NEVER heard me play!...how can she say that, yea im no professional, but geeze thanx for dashing my dreams.
i g2g i'll be back on the puter probably in 2-3 weeks. damn what shall i do in that time.
yea, im hot headed at times. and loose my temper. i can usualy keep it, and couldn't give a shit at what you say about me. but im tired of being critisized about the people i hang out with, and the friends i have. i don't fucking hang out with the same people "ALL THE TIME." as some people like to think. in fact i barely ever have the time to even hang out with some. unless your with me 24/7 you don't know a fucking flip what im doing, even if i did hang out with the same people all the time i don't see how it's your business to control how i manage my time. and if you take offensive to any of this journal then DON'T FUCKING READ IT, or else shut up and stop complaining about what im saying. this is my place to vent, i don't write for comments
woooo ok enough of that
lets see what did i do this weekend...oh yea that's right ABOSLUTELY NOTHIGN! i sat in arlington on my ass changing my little cousin's diapers and babysitting my other cousin. what fun. ...SIKE!..yeaa....i can't stand my aunt "amy i don't see you ass being a musician, mayeb you could be a teacher or somethign, but not a musician amy, it takes a lot of work, and i just really don't see you doing it" OMG i am so sick of people trying to stop me from what i want to do. can anyone ecnourage me anymore to do something i want to do? does n e one have faith in me? certainly not my family. i've devoted so much of my tim to music, my friends have gotten mad at me at times because i couldn't habg otu since out since i had to practice. it bugs me how everyone trys to discourage me. especialy my aunt. i mean, yea she's klnown me sinc ei was born, and she knwos i play music...but she has NEVER heard me play!...how can she say that, yea im no professional, but geeze thanx for dashing my dreams.
i g2g i'll be back on the puter probably in 2-3 weeks. damn what shall i do in that time.