once again
Once again its been a long time. I dont really know why I no longer feel the need to keep this litttle diary anymore. I guess the only times in my life where I really felt the need to is when I have been very emotionally unstable. This (or other private journals) were my only way to cope wtih things. I have a few friends I can talk to which has helped me alot. Shit half the time all I need to do is be with someone and they help me feel better.
So whats new? Well the wedding has long since happend and gone. That day was by far one of the funnest days of my life. My friends were with me from begining to end on that day, and that ment alot to me. The whole morning was a blur because I was so nervous. I remember going to breakfast, and talking to betsy on the phone at church. But one thing I remember really vividly was the amount of joy that I felt when I was standing up front and I seen Krsitna for the first time, standing next to her dad as she began walking down the isle. Mark later told me he had never seen me smile that way before. And it honestly wouldnt suprise me. THEN there was the limo ride, haha. Had a cooler full of beer and not to anyones suprise, we went through it all and had to stop at pick and pack to refill the cooler. By the time we got to the reception hall most of us were all pretty much drunk. The rest of the night I really cant remember much other than having and AWSOME time. I talked to so many people I havent seen in ages. the mixture of so much going on, and all that beer I drank. I guess that its no suprise that I cant remember much.
Other than that, life is pretty good right now. ... theres alot more id like to say.. but ill save that for another day because my fucking hands hurt....
So whats new? Well the wedding has long since happend and gone. That day was by far one of the funnest days of my life. My friends were with me from begining to end on that day, and that ment alot to me. The whole morning was a blur because I was so nervous. I remember going to breakfast, and talking to betsy on the phone at church. But one thing I remember really vividly was the amount of joy that I felt when I was standing up front and I seen Krsitna for the first time, standing next to her dad as she began walking down the isle. Mark later told me he had never seen me smile that way before. And it honestly wouldnt suprise me. THEN there was the limo ride, haha. Had a cooler full of beer and not to anyones suprise, we went through it all and had to stop at pick and pack to refill the cooler. By the time we got to the reception hall most of us were all pretty much drunk. The rest of the night I really cant remember much other than having and AWSOME time. I talked to so many people I havent seen in ages. the mixture of so much going on, and all that beer I drank. I guess that its no suprise that I cant remember much.
Other than that, life is pretty good right now. ... theres alot more id like to say.. but ill save that for another day because my fucking hands hurt....