Jul 25, 2005 20:56
Man I always seem to forget about this lj. I remember always writing in here during xmas break and all that other stuff. Well lets c.......what has been up with me lately? Nothing really. All that drama stuff is over and done with. Ppl have moved on and ppl have not yet at least. I got back from cheerleading camp. Man, camp was really fun but it was also tiring. We had to get up at 6 in the am and we practiced and everything until 12 in the am. By the time we got back to our dorms and showered we ended up falling asleep by 2:30 in the morning. I was so tired. I did not want to get up early. All I did when i got back was catch up on sleep. I miss my friends so much for some reason. Although i just saw a few of them yesterday night. I still miss them. Being single is weird. I haven't been single in so long that I sort of feel like i have to have someone there to talk to everynite and tell me they love me. I hate feeling that way. Easias has moved on. He likes this freshman. Her name is also samantha. That's good. I hope everything works out for the best with em i guess. As for me.....I really feel like i hate guys. I feel like i can't trust em, can't rely on them to tell me the truth, never know when they are just saying things to make me happy. I hate it!! Not my guy friends though. They r the best. They will always be the best 2! One good thing has happened so far at least. My BEST FRIEND ENRIQUE has moved closer to me. Thats great!! Now we can spend way more time together. We were supposed to go to the movies on sunday but i was kind of in trouble. yea. sux. Idk. I guess thats all. Dejoire can u please do what i asked u to do with my lj. I miss the old way i had it soooooo much. thanks. love ya mucho!