HURT..........
OKAY I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY BOYS HAVE TO ACT SO IMMATURE AT TIMES. MY FRIEND STEPHEN IMING ME CALLING ME A LIER! IM NOT LYING, IF I WAS I WOULD TELL U OR UD JUST KNOW. BUT DON'T SIT HERE IMING ME CALLING ME A LIER ABOUT SOMETHING. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LYING AND BREAKING A PROMISE. I CAN UNDERSTAND IF I BROKE A PROMISE BUT THAT IS ONLY BECAUSE EASIAS TOLD ME THAT MANDO TOLD HIM WHAT U TOLD ME ANYWAYS. IF EASIAS HAD NEVER SAID THAT UR NAME WOULD OF NEVER CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH. WHICH AS A MATTER OF FACT, I DON'T REMEMBER UR NAME EVER COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH THROUGH OUT EASIAS AND MY WHOLE CONVO. LOOK I UNDERSTAND U SAID U WERE SORRY BUT STILL, U HURT MY FEELINGS. YES I FORGIVE U, BUT NEXT TIME PLEASE THINK TWICE ABOUT IF U ARE HURTING UR FRIENDS FEELINGS OR NOT. PLEASE TAKE THAT INTO CONSIDERATION. IM A VERY STRONG GIRL BUT I ALSO HAVE MANY WEAKNESSES AND BELIEVE ME THEY COME OUT SO MANY TIMES, MORE OFTEN AS MISTAKES. IM NOT MAD JUST FRUSTRATED. NOW MANDO, I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY U WOULD CALL ME FIXING TO TELL ME STUFF. I MEAN REALLY??? U THAT IMMATURE. NO? WELL I THINK U ARE TO ME. ACT MATURE SOMETIMES, WHICH I KNOW U CAN DO. I DON'T APPRECIATE U TELLING ME THAT U WERE GONNA CALL ME TELLING ME STUFF BECAUSE EASIAS DID IT TO BONNIE OR WHATEVER. LEAVE MY PHONE NUMBER AND MY NAME OUT OF UR MOUTH WHEN U AND EASIAS ARE TALKING!! IM NOT MAD AT UR EITHER. U AND STEPHEN ARE TWO OF MY GREAT FRIENDS. REALLY U ARE. I JUST DON'T LIKE TO BE TOYED WITH, ESPECIALLY MY FEELINGS. YOU (MANDO) FOR SURE WOULD OF HURT MY FEELINGS TELLING ME THINGS I PROLLY WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT U WERE TALKING ABOUT! IM SAYING I HAVE WEAKNESSES AND USUALLY THEY CAUSE FRUSTRATION AND ANGER WITH THEM. EASIAS,,,,,,,,O EASIAS. LOOK I (LIKED) U. BUT ISN'T IT GREAT TO SEE HOW SOMEONE REALLY IS WHEN UR NOT WITH THEM? YEA, IT IS. LOOK I UNDERSTAND I LIED TO YOU ABOUT JAMES EVERYTIME HE WAS BROUGHT UP INTO OUR CONVO'S BUT IM SORRY. I CAN'T HELP MY FEELINGS. WELL ANYWAYS, BESIDES THE FACT. I LIKED U, I WANTED TO GET BACK WITH U, AS A MATTER OF FACT I WANTED TO GET BACK WITH U TODAY! NO, NOT WHAT I WANT ANYMORE. I THOUGHT AGAIN. YEA, I GUESS ITS WEIRD HOW I CAN CHANGE MY MIND SO FAST BUT ITS JUST LIL THINGS THAT TRIGGER IT TO CHANGE. U SAY U AND LORENA DON'T HAVE A THING FOR EACH OTHER. OKAY. U BELIEVE THAT. I DON'T. I DON'T WANT TO GET WITH U BECAUSE OF THE CONVO U GUYS HAD WITH EACH OTHER. YES THATS WHY. STUPID?? I DON'T CARE. I LIKED U A LOT. I WAS TALKING TO U AND JAMES BACK AND FOURTH FOR A WHILE THESE FEW DAYS AND I REALLY THOUGHT I LIKED U SOOOOOOO MUCH. NO, KNOW I DON'T LIKE U IN THAT WAY. U SAID THAT IF I DIDN'T THINK WE WOULD GET BACK TOGETHER TO TELL U, WELL I DON'T THINK WE ARE GONNA GET BACK TOGETHER AT ALL ANYMORE. IM JUST GONNA STICK WITH JAMES. IM TALKING TO HIM AGAIN AND I THINK IM JUST GONNA KEEP IT LIKE THAT. IF HE TREATS ME BAD ITS MY MISTAKE, A MISTAKE THAT IM WILLING TO TAKE AGAIN. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND THINGS. NO, I DON'T. MAYBE IM CRAZY.??? YEA, MAYBE THATS IT. NO ITS NOT. I KNOW WHAT I WANT AND I JUST THINK U AND ME ARE NOT MEANT TO BE ANYMORE. IM SORRY. MAYBE IM JUST WRITING THIS BECAUSE IM MAD BUT IDK. IT DIDN'T HELP THAT MANDO IS OVER HERE EITHER CALLING ME ASKING IF U AND LORENA ARE TOGETHER. YEA, ID BE THE LAST TO KNOW THAT. WELL IT GOT ME JEALOUS A LIL BIT I ADMIT. I JUST THINK WE ARE BETTER OFF FRIENDS. LIKE WE ARE NOW. IM SINGLE YES,, FOR NOW. AND PROLLY WILL BE FOR A WHILE. I DON'T LIKE HAVING MIXED FEELINGS FOR TWO GUYS I REALLY LIKE. I HATE IT. SO NOW, THATS WHY I THINK IM JUST GONNA PICK ONE. IM GONNA PICK JAMES AND SEE WHERE IT GOES FROM HERE ON.