Jun 30, 2005 09:42
It's been awhile since I updated this thing huh? So, I'm updating it now. Marissa your livejournal says comment to be added and your livejournal still won't let me in? So now I don't know how to read what's going on in your life. Dejoire, I haven't talked to you in a while. I NEED to talk to my girl!! Marissa thats another thing we need to hang out! We've been saying so ever since I left comm.arts. lol. Now we just need to do it. :). Well my life is okay. Im having a good summer you can say. My birthday is next Sunday on July 10th, so im looking foward to that. I'm finally going to turn 15. Talk about BEHIND! O well, its cool. Yea, well my life is okay. As for my drama/love life. That is what really sucks. I mean the position I'm in can anyone really relate? So far, NO! I've asked my friends and they say no. I've asked my mom and she's said no. All everybody keeps telling me is make the right decision and I hope it IS the RIGHT decision. I'm talking to James again. Easias and I broke up. It has everything to do with James and me being so uncertain of what I want. I am just confused as HECK! I don't think I really have to explain the problem if it has to do with James and Easias. Do I? My plan is just to let it be. What happens happens. Things usually fix by themselves. I can't......don't want to be all stressing over this. Yesterday I was i guess practically in la-la land for hours. Thinking. I was so loose minded. I even had to go back to the car to get my moms papers three times before i got the actual right ones. That sucked. It was hot outside. Well I think that's what im gonna do is just see what happens. Theres my lame update.