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I forgot about this, well... my LJ at least. I've always wanted to keep a real journal but I type faster than write and I love/hate my handwriting.
So I read some old entries and I realize even more that I've grown up a lot more... mentally. Physiclly I still look like I'm in middle school.
I've chilled out more with fustration than last year, I'm not as much as an angry/bitter bitch as I was. I see the prettyful-ness of live. But I still don't get along with people; everything else is cool. I stil bite my nails.
I've broadened my range of music. I get the conceptual message and forget what's right in my face. Now if only I can put two and two together I'll be set. I can't help how better I'm going to get, I can't wait but NEVERWANTTOGROWUPATTHESAMETIMEOMG!
Besides all that, I'm worrying currently of getting into art college... it will kick ass. :] Worrying of things reminds me that I have to clean my room, like really bad. I should get to that and hoepfully be in the state of mind to write something interesting.
My goals to never be bored:
-Create art
-Read
-Play video games
-Watch awesome movies
-Look on deviantart like crazy still
-Think of friends
-Cook good food
-Listen to music at all times
-Stay off the phone so much, go places for once
-Clean snake cage
-Clean
-Regulate sleep, 14 hours a day are too much and three hours are too little.
-Type
-Change something of yourself because you're bore with yourself.
-Take photos
-Walk places you've never been
-Get some ginger ale or tea
So I read some old entries and I realize even more that I've grown up a lot more... mentally. Physiclly I still look like I'm in middle school.
I've chilled out more with fustration than last year, I'm not as much as an angry/bitter bitch as I was. I see the prettyful-ness of live. But I still don't get along with people; everything else is cool. I stil bite my nails.
I've broadened my range of music. I get the conceptual message and forget what's right in my face. Now if only I can put two and two together I'll be set. I can't help how better I'm going to get, I can't wait but NEVERWANTTOGROWUPATTHESAMETIMEOMG!
Besides all that, I'm worrying currently of getting into art college... it will kick ass. :] Worrying of things reminds me that I have to clean my room, like really bad. I should get to that and hoepfully be in the state of mind to write something interesting.
My goals to never be bored:
-Create art
-Read
-Play video games
-Watch awesome movies
-Look on deviantart like crazy still
-Think of friends
-Cook good food
-Listen to music at all times
-Stay off the phone so much, go places for once
-Clean snake cage
-Clean
-Regulate sleep, 14 hours a day are too much and three hours are too little.
-Type
-Change something of yourself because you're bore with yourself.
-Take photos
-Walk places you've never been
-Get some ginger ale or tea