Long tome no talk, yeh? Hahah, I blame it all on the yearlies, that i shold be studying for rite at this very moment, but am not studying for, as is evident. OMG> I can't believe i've been neglecting this again! ANd it wasn't even for a good cause! i mean, it would have been all well and good if i'd actually been studying, but the thing is, that i'm not... and yeh... Do you want to know what i did for the entire duration of the leadup towards the gography and history test today?
60% of weekend- refreshing fictionpress.com window to see if the site was back up/going into decline as a result of a cut off from fictionpress
20% of weekend- making a Live Journal and modifying it, aswell as a LJ community. talking about it with jessie, and helping her
10% of weekend- talking on the phone with pya and jessie and various other persons, for more than 3 hours in total, and only a small fraction of that time ACTUALLY talking about notes/yearlies/study
5% of weekend- visiting all these sites about bands and such, also an attempt to stall studying
4%- reading fictionpress, once it finally came back on at like, 11:30 at night on the sunday night
1%- STUDYING!
As is evident, i really really didn't end up studying much... although, i have to say, the time that i DID study, it was rather intense, and it was like.. FULL OUT cramming. Like... major 'im in studying mode' study... with the whole flying fingers at the keyboard about abroginals and shit and everything. NOt that that really helped in the long run, since i managed to write all this shit about the homefront that wasn't even IN the freeking test, as well as all that stuff on the role of women and how it'd changed... *sigh*. You know, that about 2 thirds of my entire history exam was learnt all in the 15 minute period before the actual exam? How much is that sucky?!?!?! LIke, i learnt it all in the 15 minutes before the exam! WHY DID I EVEN BOTHER TO RESTRAIN MYSELF FROM READING THE REST OF FIGHT OR FALL YESTERDAY?!?!?!? Maybe because i actually believed that studying in adance might actually help for a change, instead of me just shitting my way out of it.
And you know what? THe thing is, that I COMPLETLEY FAILED GEOG! And i'm not really talking in the sense that the time period everyone goes on after their geog exam like 'omg, i think i fully failed', even though they noe that they most certainly havent... this is actual 'i-didn't-fill-in-the-entire-middle-section' freaking out. ARGH! And its not like the part that depends on the class mark is going to be any good. I mean like, i depend on my yearlies to help me get a pass mark on my report, since i most certainly can't depend on my class mark. It's my uncanny ability to be able to fluke tests that is the only reason why i haven't been EXPELLED from the bloody school i'm in right now for being to damn stupid. I'm serious here! MY YEARLY EXAM MARKS ARE THE SOLE REASON FOR MY PASSING ANY SUBJECT! except for english, because we dont have a yearly exam for enlgish, which, is of course, good in a way, but in another way, incredibly bad. *sigh*, oh wells
I think that i've blabbed on about the yearlies quite alot in the last couple of paragraphs. It must sound like i'm really stressed out about them or something. The thing is, i'm talking like i am really, incredibly stressed out, and yet, i'm just sitting here, calmly typing on the keyboard. i dont FEEL stressed.. or panicky... or nervous... or anything. i just feel like JAY. Like the loser who sits in front of her computer screen and types on about what a loser she is, and how she should be studying for the yearlies. Who goes on about how she should be doing things, and how she's really stressed about about not doing it, and yet, at the same time, STILL sitting on her ass and STILL typing away in her stupid little blog. Ok, is it just me, or have i just suddenlyt started speaking about myself in the third person? Or something like that anyways. I must be a weerdo...
Everyone, read To Fight Or Fall! Its a Pixy-Dizzy fic... so you can find it at
http://fictionpress.com/~pixydizzy, under 'To Fight or Fall'... READ IT! ITS GOOD!
Well guys, I think that i will peace now, before i get totally busted for blogging... which i will at any moment now because my brother came out of his room, and can see everything on my computer screen. You might be asking why? Well, it is because my computer is currently being switched to a new wun, so my old wun is now out in the upstairs living room, which is where i am now. SO, i'm still on my old computer atm... so yeh. Going to wait till after the yearlies for me to be bothered with putting my new wun in my room.
Newiaz, REALLy going to go now..
byA~!
Lil Jay~ ttfn