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I am feeling happy. Recording is going swell and I feel purposeful (hopefully I can find a purposeful icon thingy in mood. If they have "thirsty" which is clearly not a mood they'd sure better have purposeful) So anyway, I just feel at one with the world (I guess that means at one with God). How is it that one prayer or thought can change my whole situation and perspective instantly. It really is something. I like it when I'm reminded that without God I can do nothing. I can't live like a normal person, I just can't cope. Without Him, everything falls into a heap and I turn into a crazy person and nothing is fun anymore. But then God makes everything make sense again and I'm happy. It puts me into my place and takes me out of God's place where I clearly don't fit or belong. And then I can stop worrying about making the world go round and focus on my own stuff. Cos God has a large job. far too large for me. So I feel relieved. And happy. And God is happy cos He can make the world go round.
I was thinking today. It's funny how doing something that makes no logical sense ever, like giving your life to God can cause everything else to make perfect sense. so wonderful. It feels good when my mind implodes at the wonder of things.
We were doing vocals today and sometimes it's hard to get into it, but I thought of how the words that I wrote and then sung are being recorded. and how people are going to hear it (hopefully) so I will have their undivided attention for about 20 minutes. Such an awesome opportunity to be heard. And at the end of the day, thats why I do this. so that my words can affect people. I dont want to sing words for the sake of pop. I've been praying that God will anoint my words and when people hear them its going to move something or change something, DO something. I don't know what, but I dont care what cos thats not my concern. My job is to sing as best as I can. So vocals were most enjoyable. Singing for the sake of singing sucks, but for an actual purpose is nice.
I feel extremely lucky and a little guilty that I live such a great life. I don't deserve one bit of it so, I feel like an imposter. But I guess if no one finds out, it will be okay.
That was a satisfying post.
Love Owen
PS There is no purposeful mood. What a jip.
I was thinking today. It's funny how doing something that makes no logical sense ever, like giving your life to God can cause everything else to make perfect sense. so wonderful. It feels good when my mind implodes at the wonder of things.
We were doing vocals today and sometimes it's hard to get into it, but I thought of how the words that I wrote and then sung are being recorded. and how people are going to hear it (hopefully) so I will have their undivided attention for about 20 minutes. Such an awesome opportunity to be heard. And at the end of the day, thats why I do this. so that my words can affect people. I dont want to sing words for the sake of pop. I've been praying that God will anoint my words and when people hear them its going to move something or change something, DO something. I don't know what, but I dont care what cos thats not my concern. My job is to sing as best as I can. So vocals were most enjoyable. Singing for the sake of singing sucks, but for an actual purpose is nice.
I feel extremely lucky and a little guilty that I live such a great life. I don't deserve one bit of it so, I feel like an imposter. But I guess if no one finds out, it will be okay.
That was a satisfying post.
Love Owen
PS There is no purposeful mood. What a jip.