I'm so embarassed!
I've been something holding back from you all. Some terrible, terrible (hurtful!) things happened to me at the Anime Con and I just couldn't bring myself to face it again.
But I must get this out of my system or it will kill me slowly...like a huge tumor on your left lung that's metastasizing into your brain and liver and the pain meds don't work any more and your doctor tells you that you only have nine hours left to live...
Like that. Only worse!
I have been rejected. Utterly.
Forsaken. Totally.
Abandoned. Yeah, that too.
*sniffles and sobs and blows his delicate nostrils in a snot-soaked lace hankie*
I found out at the Anime con that even the one guy who was always SUPPOSED to be your friend and guiding light, who was SUPPOSED to accept anyone, for any reason. Who loves even the criminals and the scum of the earth and who was SUPPOSED TO FORGIVE ANYONE CUZ HE DIED FOR US.
Yeah, that guy. Jesus.
HE HATES ME TOO.
But I must get this out of my system or it will kill me slowly...like a huge tumor on your left lung that's metastasizing into your brain and liver and the pain meds don't work any more and your doctor tells you that you only have nine hours left to live...
Like that. Only worse!
I have been rejected. Utterly.
Forsaken. Totally.
Abandoned. Yeah, that too.
*sniffles and sobs and blows his delicate nostrils in a snot-soaked lace hankie*
I found out at the Anime con that even the one guy who was always SUPPOSED to be your friend and guiding light, who was SUPPOSED to accept anyone, for any reason. Who loves even the criminals and the scum of the earth and who was SUPPOSED TO FORGIVE ANYONE CUZ HE DIED FOR US.
Yeah, that guy. Jesus.
HE HATES ME TOO.