Wow.

[ljo8]

Traci calls, drunk, "I'm at some kids house, you'd know him if you saw him, come over!"
And for once, I say okay.
Head on over, meet her on the street, and walk into the backyard.
Hooooooly shit my legs are shaking there are SOOO many ppl I wasn't sure if I'd be able to see there.
And of course drunk Jackie tries to make up with me.
I want to make up with her, but I'd rather her be sober.
Just makes sense.
But other people were there.
Traci says "who do you want to mingle with?" and I say "Alex...I have to talk to Alex"
And you know what? I did.
I just went up to him, gave him a hug, and talked.
It was great.
Josh was there, too...so that was nice.
Dimitri, too!
EVERYONE!!
I talked and got un-nervous, if that's even a word, and it just felt so good to be me again.
Leah Johnson, AHS alum, and proud.
Then Traci even left BEFORE me...not after, not with, BEFORE.
I STAYED!
Not long, haha 'cuz of cop sightings, but I stayed.
And got Dimitri's number, and Alex's, and gave mine out.
It was just so great to feel accepted again.
So I had to write about it.
Because I'm so happy.
I'm gonna go though.
Okay.
Bye.