... theres no point to this... but 2005.
1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
for the most part... no. but everything gets better everyday now a days. i love it!
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
Prom. My birthday. even andrews birthday was a good moment... (mostly cause it was FUN
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
hmmm.. to many break ups. and friendship problems recently.
i just wanted the drama to end... but it never really does. now does it?
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
With Andrew. (ughh..) i really wish i didnt remember these things.. but i cant undo my past...
5) Who were you with?
...um... with andrew... ohhh wait!! the above question is WHERE!! ahh.. well then at my house!!
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
around Sav'h somewhere..
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
I don't know yet. my family and Jamie.. or just Jamie and the circle.
8) What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Smoke. Drink until i couldnt remember what i did the night before.. hah. and lost the closest friend i've ever had. its so pathetic to the point where i cant even pick up the phone when she calls.. all i do is cry... i pull off to the fricken side of the road and CRY! god im so pathetic. Also.. i had you know what for the first time.. haha!! (thats like a fill in the blank answer but not really!!) ooo so many possibilities!!
9) Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I mostly kept them... i dunno.. i may make some next year.. i may not.
10) Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope.
11) Did anyone close to you die?
i heard of this one girl from SCPS but i didnt know her nor heard of her before.. so no. hah.
12) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
BAHAMAS!
13) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
SC, NY, FL three...
14) What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
My best friend back... a close relationship with Bobby.. i mean.. we are close but i want to know everything there is to know about him... i dunno thats just how i am!! i want to know everything!! he intrigues me so!!
15) What date(s) from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Girls night out. New York Trip. Prom. everything with Nicole. Everything new with Bobby! and.. even some old Memories with Andrew.
16) What was your biggest achievement of the year?
i learned a lot this year.. i grew up a lot this year. but is that really an achievement...?
17) What was your biggest failure?
Giving myself up to love. (i kept this from Nicoles because its so so true.. love is blind...and not in a good way.)
18) Did you suffer any illness or injury?
nope.
19) What was the best thing you bought?
gifts which hold the essence to my memories.
20) Whose behavior merited celebration?
Nicoles... she's so strong. and i feel so empty without my better half.
21) Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
His...
22) Where did most of your money go?
wasted money on someone i loathe
23) What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Italy.. but now im not going. New York. my newest relationship that seems so flawless.. its almost too good to be true.. but you know what they say.. "every dog has his day!" lol.
24) What song will always remind you of 2005?
hahaha Beverly Hills.
25) Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier about growing up. but sad about other.
ii. thinner or fatter? i've gained weight believe it or not!
iii. richer or poorer? poorer. i quit a job.
26) What do you wish you'd done more of?
showed affection rather than just feel it.. i have learned from my mistakes. and i wont mess this up.
27) What do you wish you'd done less of?
... selfishness is a big flaw of mine.
28) How will you be spending Christmas?
Hopefully, being friends again. seeing Michelle and Nicole and the first person i hear christmas morning will be bobby on the other end of the line saying "i love you merry christmas baby"
29) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Twice. once was faux.
30) If yes, with who?
Andrew and... my new love. Bobby, i really do love him.
31) If yes, do they know?
Of course.
32) Are you still in love with them?
Bobby yes.. Andrew... NO WAY IN HELL!!!
33) You regret it?
I regret nothing.
34) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
i dont remember much about my break ups. only that it hurt deeper than anything this year... i dont know why.
35) How many one-night stands?
HAHAHAH!
36) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
.... define sleep with.. haha! JKKKK!!! two.
37) Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
haha.. Hate and despise and loathe and regret.. are all UNDERSTATEMENTS compared to how i feel about him now..i love how he left me and then became NOTHING. because thats what he is now.. to me... NOTHING. he doesnt exsist.
38) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
indeed..
39) Who are your favorite new friends?
PATRICK!!, Connor, Michelle, even Courtney Hester.. but shes not my favorite.. or a friend. we just got along.
40) What was your favorite month of 2005?
right now.. November. and maybe June. and May.
41) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
I'm always missing someone.
42) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
yes.
43) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
that i didnt want to talk to them.
44) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
i did.
45) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
Yes.
46) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Carnegie.. nothing could make me more proud than to stand in the USA's most well known hall of music and sing.. even if its in a group.. you... out of billions.. made it there.
47) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
hmmm.... i cant even remember.. my friends should post some.
48) What was your greatest musical discovery?
my voice range.
49) What did you want and get?
to feel love. not infatuation or lust.
50) What did you want and not get?
money for my birthday =(
51) What was your favorite new film of this year?
I liked Harry Potter.. and some other stuff but i cant think of the name... i guess SAW 2 also.
52) What was your favorite TV program?
Futurama and Family Guy, Fresh Prince fashO!
53) What was your favorite record from 2005?
Coheed, Fall out boy, Jimmy eat world, OAR, DMB... oh so many!!
54) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
ONE.. OAR in atlanta!! HOT STUFF THAT MARC IS!!! whew!
55) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
OAR at masquerade!
56) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
hahaha understatement.
57) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
... no?
58) What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
In a Limo downtown drunk... i became 17!!
59) What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Obtaining someone that i really truly care for... and im with him right now... he should know he's not a rebound like the past relationship turned out to be... he should know that i really do love him. and yes. its possible this soon to know...
60) How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
i wear what i want to and dont you dare judge me on what i put on my body.
61) What kept you sane?
Jamie Michelle and My mother.. and as always.. Nicole.
62) Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
whewww!! Heath Ledger!
63) How much money did you spend in 2005?
i know it was more than 5000$ and thats of MY money.. that i worked for...
64) Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
you live you love you learn. oh what a true statement. You live life to the fullest. you love to your most passionate extent and dont regret. and you Learn the most pain can be caused even by the ones you love, and that pain is the worst of all.. (i was going to say you learn from your mistakes.. but everyone knows that all to well not to repeat something that hurts...) --look if you stick a fork in a socket.. you get shocked right... so if you make it away from the socket alive... do you pick up the fork and shove it back in..?? NOPE>.. well Patrick might..--
65) What are your plans for 2006?
Mature in Love and in Life.
66) Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"where i come from isnt all that great
my automobile is a piece of crap.
my fashion sense is a little whack
and my friends are just as crazy as me.
i didnt go to boarding school
preppy girls (BOYS) never looked at me.
im just a low class beat down fool
i aint no body got nothin in my pocket..."
"Nobody's laughing now
But you could always make me laugh out loud"
"I'm havin' me a party
(I don't think I can come)
Ah... This ain't just any kind of party
(Nah, I think I'll stay at home)
Ah, oh no... It's gonna be really, really hot
(It's startin' to sound good)
I'm gonna put you on the spot
(Baby, maybe I should)
And there'll be lots of one on one
(I guess I could be there)
Come on and join the fun
(together):
I'm havin' a party
A party for two
I ain't inviting nobody
Nobody but you"-Shania Twain
for the most part... no. but everything gets better everyday now a days. i love it!
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
Prom. My birthday. even andrews birthday was a good moment... (mostly cause it was FUN
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
hmmm.. to many break ups. and friendship problems recently.
i just wanted the drama to end... but it never really does. now does it?
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
With Andrew. (ughh..) i really wish i didnt remember these things.. but i cant undo my past...
5) Who were you with?
...um... with andrew... ohhh wait!! the above question is WHERE!! ahh.. well then at my house!!
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
around Sav'h somewhere..
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
I don't know yet. my family and Jamie.. or just Jamie and the circle.
8) What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Smoke. Drink until i couldnt remember what i did the night before.. hah. and lost the closest friend i've ever had. its so pathetic to the point where i cant even pick up the phone when she calls.. all i do is cry... i pull off to the fricken side of the road and CRY! god im so pathetic. Also.. i had you know what for the first time.. haha!! (thats like a fill in the blank answer but not really!!) ooo so many possibilities!!
9) Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I mostly kept them... i dunno.. i may make some next year.. i may not.
10) Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope.
11) Did anyone close to you die?
i heard of this one girl from SCPS but i didnt know her nor heard of her before.. so no. hah.
12) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
BAHAMAS!
13) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
SC, NY, FL three...
14) What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
My best friend back... a close relationship with Bobby.. i mean.. we are close but i want to know everything there is to know about him... i dunno thats just how i am!! i want to know everything!! he intrigues me so!!
15) What date(s) from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Girls night out. New York Trip. Prom. everything with Nicole. Everything new with Bobby! and.. even some old Memories with Andrew.
16) What was your biggest achievement of the year?
i learned a lot this year.. i grew up a lot this year. but is that really an achievement...?
17) What was your biggest failure?
Giving myself up to love. (i kept this from Nicoles because its so so true.. love is blind...and not in a good way.)
18) Did you suffer any illness or injury?
nope.
19) What was the best thing you bought?
gifts which hold the essence to my memories.
20) Whose behavior merited celebration?
Nicoles... she's so strong. and i feel so empty without my better half.
21) Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
His...
22) Where did most of your money go?
wasted money on someone i loathe
23) What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Italy.. but now im not going. New York. my newest relationship that seems so flawless.. its almost too good to be true.. but you know what they say.. "every dog has his day!" lol.
24) What song will always remind you of 2005?
hahaha Beverly Hills.
25) Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier about growing up. but sad about other.
ii. thinner or fatter? i've gained weight believe it or not!
iii. richer or poorer? poorer. i quit a job.
26) What do you wish you'd done more of?
showed affection rather than just feel it.. i have learned from my mistakes. and i wont mess this up.
27) What do you wish you'd done less of?
... selfishness is a big flaw of mine.
28) How will you be spending Christmas?
Hopefully, being friends again. seeing Michelle and Nicole and the first person i hear christmas morning will be bobby on the other end of the line saying "i love you merry christmas baby"
29) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Twice. once was faux.
30) If yes, with who?
Andrew and... my new love. Bobby, i really do love him.
31) If yes, do they know?
Of course.
32) Are you still in love with them?
Bobby yes.. Andrew... NO WAY IN HELL!!!
33) You regret it?
I regret nothing.
34) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
i dont remember much about my break ups. only that it hurt deeper than anything this year... i dont know why.
35) How many one-night stands?
HAHAHAH!
36) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
.... define sleep with.. haha! JKKKK!!! two.
37) Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
haha.. Hate and despise and loathe and regret.. are all UNDERSTATEMENTS compared to how i feel about him now..i love how he left me and then became NOTHING. because thats what he is now.. to me... NOTHING. he doesnt exsist.
38) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
indeed..
39) Who are your favorite new friends?
PATRICK!!, Connor, Michelle, even Courtney Hester.. but shes not my favorite.. or a friend. we just got along.
40) What was your favorite month of 2005?
right now.. November. and maybe June. and May.
41) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
I'm always missing someone.
42) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
yes.
43) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
that i didnt want to talk to them.
44) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
i did.
45) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
Yes.
46) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Carnegie.. nothing could make me more proud than to stand in the USA's most well known hall of music and sing.. even if its in a group.. you... out of billions.. made it there.
47) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
hmmm.... i cant even remember.. my friends should post some.
48) What was your greatest musical discovery?
my voice range.
49) What did you want and get?
to feel love. not infatuation or lust.
50) What did you want and not get?
money for my birthday =(
51) What was your favorite new film of this year?
I liked Harry Potter.. and some other stuff but i cant think of the name... i guess SAW 2 also.
52) What was your favorite TV program?
Futurama and Family Guy, Fresh Prince fashO!
53) What was your favorite record from 2005?
Coheed, Fall out boy, Jimmy eat world, OAR, DMB... oh so many!!
54) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
ONE.. OAR in atlanta!! HOT STUFF THAT MARC IS!!! whew!
55) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
OAR at masquerade!
56) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
hahaha understatement.
57) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
... no?
58) What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
In a Limo downtown drunk... i became 17!!
59) What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Obtaining someone that i really truly care for... and im with him right now... he should know he's not a rebound like the past relationship turned out to be... he should know that i really do love him. and yes. its possible this soon to know...
60) How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
i wear what i want to and dont you dare judge me on what i put on my body.
61) What kept you sane?
Jamie Michelle and My mother.. and as always.. Nicole.
62) Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
whewww!! Heath Ledger!
63) How much money did you spend in 2005?
i know it was more than 5000$ and thats of MY money.. that i worked for...
64) Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
you live you love you learn. oh what a true statement. You live life to the fullest. you love to your most passionate extent and dont regret. and you Learn the most pain can be caused even by the ones you love, and that pain is the worst of all.. (i was going to say you learn from your mistakes.. but everyone knows that all to well not to repeat something that hurts...) --look if you stick a fork in a socket.. you get shocked right... so if you make it away from the socket alive... do you pick up the fork and shove it back in..?? NOPE>.. well Patrick might..--
65) What are your plans for 2006?
Mature in Love and in Life.
66) Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"where i come from isnt all that great
my automobile is a piece of crap.
my fashion sense is a little whack
and my friends are just as crazy as me.
i didnt go to boarding school
preppy girls (BOYS) never looked at me.
im just a low class beat down fool
i aint no body got nothin in my pocket..."
"Nobody's laughing now
But you could always make me laugh out loud"
"I'm havin' me a party
(I don't think I can come)
Ah... This ain't just any kind of party
(Nah, I think I'll stay at home)
Ah, oh no... It's gonna be really, really hot
(It's startin' to sound good)
I'm gonna put you on the spot
(Baby, maybe I should)
And there'll be lots of one on one
(I guess I could be there)
Come on and join the fun
(together):
I'm havin' a party
A party for two
I ain't inviting nobody
Nobody but you"-Shania Twain