end of pregnancy rant.
Ugh, is this shit over yet? i mean, not that i will have ANY idea what to do with a baby whatsoever but i would really like to be able to fall asleep again (i only get about 2 hours of sleep at a time if that), not feel absolutely disgusting and be able to wear my wedding ring not around my neck. I've been out of work since monday and i am already restless and bored. Yeah i know, enjoy this time while i've got it cause it's the last but come on. I wish i had friends to hang out with around here, and money to do things with. Either one of those would be cool. I'm just so BORED. I've been bored for a few months but now that i'm not working (which i'm not upset about in any way by the way) i feel like there is NOTHING to do. I can only clean my house and watch tv so much. I need some books to read or something. I can't even fall asleep with dan cause i can't stretch out while he's in there and in order for me to go to sleep thats what i need. It's lonely not being able to fall asleep and wake up next to him and i'm sure he feels the same way. Just a few more weeks.