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Dare i say it outloud...but i think this just might be it.
Really. i've never ever in my entire life felt this way.
I'll write more later. When i have consumed more alcohol.
Dan's gone for ten days...on a cruise with his family. i hope it goes by fast. I mean i know i'll be fine but i think it's only going to prove just how much i can't live without him. I remember when i would leave matt to go on vacation. Yeah, i missed him...but for the most part i didn't want to talk to him, and i certainly didn't want him to be there. With dan i feel like there isn't a place i WOULDN'T want him to be with me. Not to say that i wouldn't need space, but if i was somewhere doing or seeing something new and exciting, i would really want him there with me. it wouldn't be "right" in a way if he wasn't.
Ok leaving now.
Really. i've never ever in my entire life felt this way.
I'll write more later. When i have consumed more alcohol.
Dan's gone for ten days...on a cruise with his family. i hope it goes by fast. I mean i know i'll be fine but i think it's only going to prove just how much i can't live without him. I remember when i would leave matt to go on vacation. Yeah, i missed him...but for the most part i didn't want to talk to him, and i certainly didn't want him to be there. With dan i feel like there isn't a place i WOULDN'T want him to be with me. Not to say that i wouldn't need space, but if i was somewhere doing or seeing something new and exciting, i would really want him there with me. it wouldn't be "right" in a way if he wasn't.
Ok leaving now.