This Month...

[lizzzzbro]

I havent had this shitty of a month in a long time, so it seems.
Alot has happened...
Negative things..
sadly.

There has been some good things in life though.
I've made friends that I  think will always be friends.
Friends I can trust and Friends I love.

I've also gotten rid of alot of people in my life that..
Well... don't belong in my life.

Part of me wishes I could have my old friends back..
I miss people like Amanda and Jessica..
And Charlie and Natalie..

Im A selfish person...sadly i've come to realize this.
I push people out because im afraid to trust them..
or afraid they wont like me or whatever...
Its weird and frustating..

I just wish sometimes that things could go back to
normal.. I really do.. i wish amanda and jessica never
moved. I wish I was a better friend.. I miss parting together
I miss doing things with people I still love... and WILL always
love.

But this is life and life is not based off of wishes...

So Anyways..Back to work...