May 01, 2005 19:18
Yea, last night was fun though some info got out that wasn't suppose to come out right then. I was going to tell her. The longer I waited the harder it was. The more pissed off I knew she was going to be at me. I have made a decision that's going to impact my life greatly. I don't like who I am right now. I guess college brings out the worse in people right? Well I know of one other person that has said the same thing. College is fun and all but it sucks at the same time. I'm tired of living like this, I'm tired of who I have become. I want to be the same person that stepped onto this campus last fall of '03. I was so fricken innocent. I want that back. Though I have gone through a lot this last year or so and I have learned a lot, so I don't know. It's a vicious circle. Beware college newcomers. That's all I have to say about that and I want to say I'm sorry to someone. You know who you are.
Sour apple smirnoffs are good.