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[lizzymo]

Well me, and its ok I guess, it could be better.....so......After arriving in Albany on the evening of the 17th (Dec. we're talkin folks!), I ventured through that big wonderful boisterous land called the Capital Region and shopped my lil Christmasy heart off. Got my hair cut, got that following wednesday (whole 8 + inches) and then picked my sis up from school, then went to Colonie center.....as soon as it turned dark life turned into hell, as I was traveling back home, I was rear-ended by some bottled blonde bimbo from Florida who had no proper licsense cause her's was suspended in Florida.....so....then I get home all shaken up, and then Jason calls and I find out he's not staying at Clarkson......the up side to that night....I got to hang out with Rosemary....and spent some long awaited best bud time at the Firkin Fox....and "Adult World??" lol it was creepy...and the people who worked there were ok....not like old...or sketchy...but the other people who came in...yeah...creep fest....ahh!! so then Christmas came and I got almost everything I wanted....and then I went apartment stuff shopping the next day...and the day after that...and the day after that....then I took the two and a half tour to Chazy/ Plattsburgh....that friday we traveled to Potsdam to get the rest of my stuff and Jason's from his room, it was depressing and embarassing since there were condoms all over his dresser, and I had to "inconspicuously," put them in my pockets before his parents saw.....spent the New Year with Jason....we didn't do much just went and played cards at Jason's Mom's friends house......oh! and everything I didn't get for Christmas that I did want Jason already had gotten me! and I got that when I went up!....So pretty much I got everything I wanted....then on Monday drove back to Potsdam for Borders rehearsal......worked with Sigfrido for two hours+ one on one....I was freakin exhausted.....and all's I needed to do was use more energy during announcements......but yea the cast which is now down to like thirteen from twenty four all went out to Sergi's......I think Mamma Sergi took a big one in the woman's rest room cause when I went to wash my hands.....let's just say it wsn't kosher....so then Patti was cool and let me bunk at her place! and we played Apples to Apples-I won, the new game to me called Fluxx- I won, and another game of Fluzz- and I won again......dude I wish I could win more at life then card games....anywho....then Tuesday rehearsal was all day...working out apartment stuff with Brittany...and talking to Laura about moving in....so then we had our "Last Supper," the cast all lined up behind the table and Joe Coe played Jesus...and yeah there are pics...just go too my facebook...cause Healy tagged my name to one.....So then Wednedsay I did IRene Ryans stuff, and everyone is in awesome awesome shape for the competition right now.....we all can only get better....Erin's was of course freaking amazing.....she's totally making it into the final round if not to Kennedy....Jake who I've never seen act like script wise before was blowing me away with his commitment and abilty to learn lines so soon....I don't think he's had as much training as us....but with Kim's help on the up coming 15th....he's gonna be better then me....and as for mine....according to everyone it was awesome...but I can't watch myself....nor interpret my actions from an outside perspective....so Erin is gonna help block our second scene since Zak and I learned it just yesterday...but otherwise....we're good...at least the applause at the end fed us the confidence....after all that jazz....moved into Laura's....and been comfortable and calm ever since.....I hope things for Jason get better.....he also was let go from K Mart cause they didn't have enough hours and money for him in the budget.....talk about a life crisis.....but I love him....more then anything in the world....I really can't live without him.....and it kind of makes me sad cause I depend on someone now, and I always swore to myself when I was younger I wouldn't do that....but seriosuly as cliche as it may seem he completes me.....he takes care of me, I take care of him, I revolve around him, and willing to still revolve around him, he revolves around me, and is willing to revolve around me, if we're not examples of people who compliment one another based on lifestyles amazingly! then I don't know who does....I dunno, show me someone who does because he shows me it everyday! Ah before I get all Shakespeare on this...Jason I love you more then anything in the world o:)

alright I'm out boy scout

....pushing my way through.....

~Lizzy Mo