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I really don't like this feeling of uncertainty in the pit of my stomach. It hurts and keeps me up at night. I wish I knew that the decisions that I'm making right now are the right ones. I wish I knew that things will turn out for the best. I'm optimistic in the long run, but in a very pessimistic kind of way.
There are two weeks until winter break and I am so effing excited I can't stand it. I'm causing time to pass at ridiculous leisure. Damnit why am I so impatient?
I miss my friends, and my job, and having money, and my family, and my puppy, and my home, and my city, and my computer, and my sister, and everything that I don't have here. So what do you do? Just make the best with what you have and wait for whatever you're waiting for I guess. Not like I have a choice.
I haven't started Christmas shopping yet. I spent all my money on beer. I'm such an asshole. I hope I can get together enough money to get good presents for everyone that I want to. I have less than three weeks. That's a little bit scary.
I don't know where this year went, but I'm pretty glad that it's over. I'm looking forward to the next. For now anyway. As for how I'll feel tomorrow, I couldn't say.
There are two weeks until winter break and I am so effing excited I can't stand it. I'm causing time to pass at ridiculous leisure. Damnit why am I so impatient?
I miss my friends, and my job, and having money, and my family, and my puppy, and my home, and my city, and my computer, and my sister, and everything that I don't have here. So what do you do? Just make the best with what you have and wait for whatever you're waiting for I guess. Not like I have a choice.
I haven't started Christmas shopping yet. I spent all my money on beer. I'm such an asshole. I hope I can get together enough money to get good presents for everyone that I want to. I have less than three weeks. That's a little bit scary.
I don't know where this year went, but I'm pretty glad that it's over. I'm looking forward to the next. For now anyway. As for how I'll feel tomorrow, I couldn't say.