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onefortyfivea.m. this is the first sober saturday night that i've seen in longer than i can remember. i think i like it. when alcohol is taken away as an option, i have to think really hard about how to entertain myself. i don't think i like that. it never used to be that hard. remember when other things besides alcohol and boys and drugs and sleep made you happy. i can. but just barely. i know i don't like that.