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Um, yeah.
So it's been awhile. My computer is still broken. Yes, I know what's wrong with it but no I don't have the money or the time right now to deal with it.
I have a few things to say that I'm too chicken to say in person. No names, but you will know who you are!
I'm sorry I didn't see you before you left. I put work before you and I know I shouldn't of. I know I fucked our friendship up, and I'm sorry. Maybe it's just a little too gone now for me to even try to fix. I just want you to know that I love you and I always will. You gave me a great two years and I had a blast every minute of them. You gave me hope for myself, and because of you I have been changed for good.
I don't really know how you feel about me anymore, but all I know is that I love you to pieces still. We've gone through some shit and both did things in the past that were retarded. I've forgotten about those things and really have been enjoying your company and friendship. So basically I'm just saying that you can think whatever of me as long as you know that I love you, always have, always will. "Wild girls do what they do and don't regret anything." Thanks for all your help this past month. And I really appreciated your honest opinion about a certain boy, it's nice to have someone who I know will tell me exactly what they think of the situation and not really what I want to hear. I'm here, and I always will be for you wether you want me to be or not. "Thank you for being a friend, traveling down the road and back again..."
Thanks for understanding my quirkiness. For keeping me sane. For keeping me real. For reminding me when I was being overdramatic and also for making me realize the friendships I have in people. I'm sorry if I pushed you too hard with the whole telling the truth ordeal, but it was really beginning to scare me. I know how much he means to you, and I was afraid of the consequenes that would of occured if something blew up. And you are right, I could never ever not forgive because I was given you.
I don't want to hurt you. I'm really scared, do I really like you or is it just because I am extremely lonely right now? I'm pretty sure that I like you, but I just want to be careful. I've been hurt a lot and I don't want to see anything bad happen. I'm not sure I could handle another broken heart.
OKAY, I know he won't read this but I'm really scared. I don't want to hurt him, and I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to make any mistakes, and I want to be sure. He's sweet, honest, hard working, and funny...sometimes I wish I was an ant.
What do you think?
So it's been awhile. My computer is still broken. Yes, I know what's wrong with it but no I don't have the money or the time right now to deal with it.
I have a few things to say that I'm too chicken to say in person. No names, but you will know who you are!
I'm sorry I didn't see you before you left. I put work before you and I know I shouldn't of. I know I fucked our friendship up, and I'm sorry. Maybe it's just a little too gone now for me to even try to fix. I just want you to know that I love you and I always will. You gave me a great two years and I had a blast every minute of them. You gave me hope for myself, and because of you I have been changed for good.
I don't really know how you feel about me anymore, but all I know is that I love you to pieces still. We've gone through some shit and both did things in the past that were retarded. I've forgotten about those things and really have been enjoying your company and friendship. So basically I'm just saying that you can think whatever of me as long as you know that I love you, always have, always will. "Wild girls do what they do and don't regret anything." Thanks for all your help this past month. And I really appreciated your honest opinion about a certain boy, it's nice to have someone who I know will tell me exactly what they think of the situation and not really what I want to hear. I'm here, and I always will be for you wether you want me to be or not. "Thank you for being a friend, traveling down the road and back again..."
Thanks for understanding my quirkiness. For keeping me sane. For keeping me real. For reminding me when I was being overdramatic and also for making me realize the friendships I have in people. I'm sorry if I pushed you too hard with the whole telling the truth ordeal, but it was really beginning to scare me. I know how much he means to you, and I was afraid of the consequenes that would of occured if something blew up. And you are right, I could never ever not forgive because I was given you.
I don't want to hurt you. I'm really scared, do I really like you or is it just because I am extremely lonely right now? I'm pretty sure that I like you, but I just want to be careful. I've been hurt a lot and I don't want to see anything bad happen. I'm not sure I could handle another broken heart.
OKAY, I know he won't read this but I'm really scared. I don't want to hurt him, and I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to make any mistakes, and I want to be sure. He's sweet, honest, hard working, and funny...sometimes I wish I was an ant.
What do you think?