My give a damn's busted...
I knew
I knew the night he wrote me a message that said "i miss you."
It was before Europe, I knew.
As soon as I read that message, I got this feeling all over me. Not the gushy, he's so cute sort of feeling.
The listen to yourself Betsy, you know what's going to happen.
Don't let it get to you.
I guess it was too late.
Do me a favor.
Don't lead me on. Don't randomly disappear. Don't do what he did.
After last night, I'm okay with it all.
Just needed to get that out.
Anyways. Things have been going okay. I have my moments, but don't we all. Work seemed to be getting better and better every shift. Until tonight, when I went in on Loren's shift. It sucks the way those two think they can treat us. They have no idea how hard they make it. I guess everything can't be easy though. What's that quote - It's not the size of the dog, but the size of the fight in the dog. Other than dealing with the anti-team members, I love everything and everyone there. Alan and Misty are surprising me, Paul is still great ole Paul, Mikey is gone for a little while longer (Still weird), I love Sara and Loren with all my heart. I've been at the hut a lot lately, but I don't feel like I've worked one day in the past month. I can't wait til our party - drunken times!! Oh yes, Zak is still really cute. ;)
*Edit*
And Katie is my random road trip, song lyric, badass that I absolutely ADORE! She better be comin out with us soon...to get wasssssssted!!!!!!!!
*Edit*
Adriana's quitting smoking, and I'm so proud of her!
I really need to clean my room. Save the last dance is on tv, what a splendid movie!
I had Easter dinner today with all of my siblings, my parents, and my Grandma. It was fun, a lotta fun. I adore my family like none other!!
Did you know that adore is the closest word to love, it's actually equal.
I'm ready for summer. I'm ready for BSU. I'm ready for someone to come and sweep me off my feet.
Life's hard, but isn't it great?
I'm a cheese ball...I know!
I knew the night he wrote me a message that said "i miss you."
It was before Europe, I knew.
As soon as I read that message, I got this feeling all over me. Not the gushy, he's so cute sort of feeling.
The listen to yourself Betsy, you know what's going to happen.
Don't let it get to you.
I guess it was too late.
Do me a favor.
Don't lead me on. Don't randomly disappear. Don't do what he did.
After last night, I'm okay with it all.
Just needed to get that out.
Anyways. Things have been going okay. I have my moments, but don't we all. Work seemed to be getting better and better every shift. Until tonight, when I went in on Loren's shift. It sucks the way those two think they can treat us. They have no idea how hard they make it. I guess everything can't be easy though. What's that quote - It's not the size of the dog, but the size of the fight in the dog. Other than dealing with the anti-team members, I love everything and everyone there. Alan and Misty are surprising me, Paul is still great ole Paul, Mikey is gone for a little while longer (Still weird), I love Sara and Loren with all my heart. I've been at the hut a lot lately, but I don't feel like I've worked one day in the past month. I can't wait til our party - drunken times!! Oh yes, Zak is still really cute. ;)
*Edit*
And Katie is my random road trip, song lyric, badass that I absolutely ADORE! She better be comin out with us soon...to get wasssssssted!!!!!!!!
*Edit*
Adriana's quitting smoking, and I'm so proud of her!
I really need to clean my room. Save the last dance is on tv, what a splendid movie!
I had Easter dinner today with all of my siblings, my parents, and my Grandma. It was fun, a lotta fun. I adore my family like none other!!
Did you know that adore is the closest word to love, it's actually equal.
I'm ready for summer. I'm ready for BSU. I'm ready for someone to come and sweep me off my feet.
Life's hard, but isn't it great?
I'm a cheese ball...I know!