Happy Valentines Day...
my roommates think im on drugs. (definitly not)
it's been such a wonderful day of accusations.
Things have been going well, the roommate situation is the same except for the fact that I'm beginning to wonder if it's me that has made things the way they are. But, then again...I'm not the one who consistently is rude, has a boyfriend who lives here but isn't paying rent, has a psycho boyfriend, or is the one who lives to bitch at people. I'd say I've done everything I can. They think I'm on drugs because I'm supposedly never home - just let me say, I don't feel safe here, I don't feel appreciated here, I just don't feel good here. I have other people and other places in bloomington that make me happy and content. This is just where I sleep. What do you expect from someone when the first thing they say to you is "Brandon thinks you're on drugs, you're never home, you sleep all day, and yeah it was just really funny when we were talking about you." First of all - I'm not on drugs. Second of all, I already explained why I'm never home. Third of all - I SLEEP ALL DAY??? I wish that was true...I'd give anything to get more sleep. And it's always nice to know that people are talking about you. I guess there's no sense in complaining about it - it's always been like this. No matter who is home or who isn't there is always something going on that is a bit shady. Not to mention all the drugs that are done in the basement...grrr. ANYWAYS.
I've been having a great time with Loren, Adriana, and Jon...I'm really lucky to have these people in my life. Always a good time...always!! :)
Work has been going surpringly well, it's been a sort of relief almost at times. I love everyone I work with - we always seem to have so much fun no matter how freakin busy we get!
I'm so super excited for spring break - Adriana, Loren, Sara, and I on a beach, in warm weather, just having fun for almost a week! Shopping, laying out, cooking, girl time...I just really couldn't ask for much more!! I need a week away from the computer, away from IU, away from Indiana at that...just me and a beach...and some good friends. I'm excited about retreat too...but at the same time I'm a bit nervous about it. I have no doubt it'll be a good time, and I think my speech will go well...I just sorta wish spring break was before retreat. I don't know, I guess I should go into everything with an open mind.
Do you ever feel like you have a million things to say but the one person you want to hear you won't listen. Yeah, that's how I feel. But, I'm moving on...no use in holding onto something that doesn't exist.
Anyways, I think I've touched base on just about everything. Wal-Mart is calling my name. Hope everyone had a great valetines day, I know I did!!
it's been such a wonderful day of accusations.
Things have been going well, the roommate situation is the same except for the fact that I'm beginning to wonder if it's me that has made things the way they are. But, then again...I'm not the one who consistently is rude, has a boyfriend who lives here but isn't paying rent, has a psycho boyfriend, or is the one who lives to bitch at people. I'd say I've done everything I can. They think I'm on drugs because I'm supposedly never home - just let me say, I don't feel safe here, I don't feel appreciated here, I just don't feel good here. I have other people and other places in bloomington that make me happy and content. This is just where I sleep. What do you expect from someone when the first thing they say to you is "Brandon thinks you're on drugs, you're never home, you sleep all day, and yeah it was just really funny when we were talking about you." First of all - I'm not on drugs. Second of all, I already explained why I'm never home. Third of all - I SLEEP ALL DAY??? I wish that was true...I'd give anything to get more sleep. And it's always nice to know that people are talking about you. I guess there's no sense in complaining about it - it's always been like this. No matter who is home or who isn't there is always something going on that is a bit shady. Not to mention all the drugs that are done in the basement...grrr. ANYWAYS.
I've been having a great time with Loren, Adriana, and Jon...I'm really lucky to have these people in my life. Always a good time...always!! :)
Work has been going surpringly well, it's been a sort of relief almost at times. I love everyone I work with - we always seem to have so much fun no matter how freakin busy we get!
I'm so super excited for spring break - Adriana, Loren, Sara, and I on a beach, in warm weather, just having fun for almost a week! Shopping, laying out, cooking, girl time...I just really couldn't ask for much more!! I need a week away from the computer, away from IU, away from Indiana at that...just me and a beach...and some good friends. I'm excited about retreat too...but at the same time I'm a bit nervous about it. I have no doubt it'll be a good time, and I think my speech will go well...I just sorta wish spring break was before retreat. I don't know, I guess I should go into everything with an open mind.
Do you ever feel like you have a million things to say but the one person you want to hear you won't listen. Yeah, that's how I feel. But, I'm moving on...no use in holding onto something that doesn't exist.
Anyways, I think I've touched base on just about everything. Wal-Mart is calling my name. Hope everyone had a great valetines day, I know I did!!