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i really don't understand life sometimes. and i agree with kala - you always seem to have feelings for the people you shouldn't and then there are those people who are perfect and do everything right and you just don't have those feelings for them. i don't get it.
happy sweet 16th birthday to my two beautiful west coast loves
Kiley Winsnes and Lindsay Weber
so today kala and i woke up and we went over to erykas and played around with pumpkin for awhile and i bought some make-up. then we went over to kalas and tried on our slut outfits for rox lol. errrr i look disgusting! oh well. i also tried on one of julia's dresses and i might wear it tomorrow night. came home and got ready for work. went to work. which sucked. i got so stressed out because the elliot kid was new and semi-clueless and the bread got too big and i had to throw it away and oh gosh idk it just sucked. but its all good because brandon AND kyle AND ellen AND kala AND steven cody AND sean came in to visit me!! yey that was happy. but i was sad because i was so busy trying to get everything done so i could make it to my indoor soccer game that i couldn't really talk to any of them. but somehow i still manaaged to have everything done including the end of day count and shit by 10:10. which theoretically means i could have made it to the soccer game cuz it didn't start until 10:30. but no, patty didn't show up until likeeee 10:20 and then proceeded to have to make me practically re-do everything so i didn't get out of thurr until like 10:40 and considering the game started at 10:30, was 20 minutes away, and was only 30 minutes long, i just came home. cool
tomorrow i have another indoor 3v3 game at 800 in the morning. (AHH) then i plan on sleeping until like noon. and then idk i think i might see what jack is doing. then i am going to skutt's homecoming with jeff. it should be a good time even tho i don't really know jeff very well because our group will be really fun. yes good times. then i have another 800 am soccer game sunday morning. blah.
however - on a bright note: i have OFFICIALLY sent in my first college application to north carolina at chapel hill. yey! now i just have to pray every night for the next 3 months that i actually can get in. thats gonna be a tough one. i met with a representitive from kansas on thursday tho and i really like kansas too so thats always another option if the unc thing doesn't work out for whatever option. and as far as kansas goes the only problem i can see there is getting enough scholarships so i can afford it.