holy shit
holy shit an update. im updating cuz...i want to. idk why. lately its been hard for me dealing with everything. its really been hard to talk to anyone about anything. its been so painful these past couple months. like i get into these moods where nothing matters...like anxiety. i think i have anxiety attacks. i need someone like a counciler. i really do. but mabye writting in here again will help cuz i stopped and yeah. whatever. im gonna be making a new journal. idk when but i will. anyway. me and rob are doing very well. almost 3 1/2 months now :) im happy....soo fucking happy with him. hes made me happy and thats all that matters. fuck everyone who thinks i should still...after everything....be with matt. cuz that isnt even right for anyone who knows all the facts, to think i should be with him. anyway. enough of him...
school sucks. it really does. i cant wait til im out. then i can get the fuck out of here. idk where im going but im not staying in pa...pa sucks and i want it to blow up...ummm idk what else to write about...ima be updating more often i guess....
*luvyakbyez*
school sucks. it really does. i cant wait til im out. then i can get the fuck out of here. idk where im going but im not staying in pa...pa sucks and i want it to blow up...ummm idk what else to write about...ima be updating more often i guess....
*luvyakbyez*