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I miss my grandmother a lot.
She passed away a little over a month ago. It was hard then, but it's still hard. I still don't believe she's gone.
I've found myself crying when i cook one of her recipies and it doesn't turn out.
A couple of weeks ago i made her poundcake ( i used to make it all the time but haven't made it in 2 yrs)...it didn't turn out right and i completely lost it. Poor Ryan had to deal with me being hysterical over cake.
Yesterday, I attempted cornbread for dinner. Like the poundcake, this is something that normally turns out delicious. But for some reason, it was horrible. I was missing a very important ingredient or something. Again, I cried. It didn't help that my fried okra was a mess either.
My grandmother's food was amazing. i loved watching her cook.
It's really hard to explain why i get so upset. but i do.. i miss her.
She passed away a little over a month ago. It was hard then, but it's still hard. I still don't believe she's gone.
I've found myself crying when i cook one of her recipies and it doesn't turn out.
A couple of weeks ago i made her poundcake ( i used to make it all the time but haven't made it in 2 yrs)...it didn't turn out right and i completely lost it. Poor Ryan had to deal with me being hysterical over cake.
Yesterday, I attempted cornbread for dinner. Like the poundcake, this is something that normally turns out delicious. But for some reason, it was horrible. I was missing a very important ingredient or something. Again, I cried. It didn't help that my fried okra was a mess either.
My grandmother's food was amazing. i loved watching her cook.
It's really hard to explain why i get so upset. but i do.. i miss her.