"i hate good byes. i know what i need-i need more hellos."
wow. this is all so weird. we are going to college, some of my friends are already at college, some are driving to go to college, and others are leaving me to go to college. and i am going to college.
i hate goodbyes. i hate hate hate hate them. because who knows what can happen between the time you say goodbye and the next time you say hello or what if you never say hello. during that time you could stop being friends or they could not like you any more or i dont know everyone could change. i dont like that, i dont like that one little bit.
the past two days have been a series of sad sad goodbyes. it started with saying goodbye to gabs and trey. they came into op for the ngith. it made me miss the old days when we would all hang out and now they are at school right now. it was also the last time i will have taffy's until next summer. wow then i will be done with school for one year. then i went to the grahams to say goodbye to kaitlin and bridgete. that was sad too.
then yesterday the goodbyes started even earlier when lindsay came to my house in the morning to say goodbye. i dont kno what i will do without her here. she was like my other half for the summer. she is at school right now about to start college. wierd. then me and alex hung out all day watching oc season two. then more goodbyes. went over to alicias to say goodbye to her, then dinner to say goodbye to jess. then kate devines to say goodbye to my twin seperated at birth.
it was weird pulling out of kates driveway knowing she was going to school and i wouldnt see her till thanksgiving. someone who i have basically seen everyday of my life since we were two i wouldnt now see for three months. wow.
tonite. tonite doesnt get any better. going to jim's for one last hooray and then to the beach to hit it up laguna/oc style. to say goodbye to cae, caitlin, andi, sheila and alex (kinda). sadness.
for everyone else who is leaving soon who i have not said goodbye to call or something and lets say goodbye or at lets see ya later or something...
love seniors 05.