i love you, did you know that?
so i've been mad crazy grounded from the computer and haven't really have the time to ever write in here. so now i will;;
Its almost the end of the year. crazy huh? for most of you in charlotte it already is. you have no idea how jealous i am of you. words don't describe it. and at the same time...do you know that i cannot believe? that it has already been a whole year without you guys. can you belive that? cuz i can't. yeah this year has probabaly been the hardest for me. trying to figure out everything in my life and completely having to start over. god only knows how hard its been for me, but i'm grown so much as a person over this last year its hard to believe. i've had to give up everything that i loved and believed in. i haven't gotten into a pool in a year. swimming in the ocean is the first time i've swam...in the longest time. to me thats a sin. but in a way its forced me to find other ways of staying in shape, although i've still gained a considerable amount of weight. but yeah. i realized how much i miss you guys guys when i found out that three of my really good friends are coming to visit me this summer : katiey, rebecca, and anneke. i think i might die from excitement, because these are people that i've known for 3 years and i know that no matter what they love me...and unfortunatly i haven't really found anyone like that up here. i'm still dealing with trying to figure out whos my real friends and who isnt. but i've met amazing people along the way;; people that i can't imagine my life without. so in a sense i'm sooo glad that i've had to deal with all of this...because now i know these amazing people who make me really happy.
chris came back...i hadn't thought of him in months and then POOF...hes back in my mind. its not fair. i want him to go away again. but i miss him a lot;; all over again
i miss my best friend. a lot. this whole punishment thing really isnt fair...even though it will be over soon. you will never not be my best friend kierra...so don't think of that for a second.
i like this kid named jason. i think he's just about perfect. and adorably cute. i odn't know him that well...but we are becoming better friends everyday, which makes me really happy. its good. i'm happy.
my weekends still suck. i guess i'm still not at that point where people automatically think of me when they make their plans...i will be though, eventually.
me and ryan are the way me and philip used to be. which makes me happy as well. i needed a good guy friend. and ryan is certainly the perfect person for the job. i love him.
i think that is all. only a week-ish more of punishment. which sounds good to me. cross ur fingers for my grades to be lovely.
i love you all... and always will
♥ Liz
Its almost the end of the year. crazy huh? for most of you in charlotte it already is. you have no idea how jealous i am of you. words don't describe it. and at the same time...do you know that i cannot believe? that it has already been a whole year without you guys. can you belive that? cuz i can't. yeah this year has probabaly been the hardest for me. trying to figure out everything in my life and completely having to start over. god only knows how hard its been for me, but i'm grown so much as a person over this last year its hard to believe. i've had to give up everything that i loved and believed in. i haven't gotten into a pool in a year. swimming in the ocean is the first time i've swam...in the longest time. to me thats a sin. but in a way its forced me to find other ways of staying in shape, although i've still gained a considerable amount of weight. but yeah. i realized how much i miss you guys guys when i found out that three of my really good friends are coming to visit me this summer : katiey, rebecca, and anneke. i think i might die from excitement, because these are people that i've known for 3 years and i know that no matter what they love me...and unfortunatly i haven't really found anyone like that up here. i'm still dealing with trying to figure out whos my real friends and who isnt. but i've met amazing people along the way;; people that i can't imagine my life without. so in a sense i'm sooo glad that i've had to deal with all of this...because now i know these amazing people who make me really happy.
chris came back...i hadn't thought of him in months and then POOF...hes back in my mind. its not fair. i want him to go away again. but i miss him a lot;; all over again
i miss my best friend. a lot. this whole punishment thing really isnt fair...even though it will be over soon. you will never not be my best friend kierra...so don't think of that for a second.
i like this kid named jason. i think he's just about perfect. and adorably cute. i odn't know him that well...but we are becoming better friends everyday, which makes me really happy. its good. i'm happy.
my weekends still suck. i guess i'm still not at that point where people automatically think of me when they make their plans...i will be though, eventually.
me and ryan are the way me and philip used to be. which makes me happy as well. i needed a good guy friend. and ryan is certainly the perfect person for the job. i love him.
i think that is all. only a week-ish more of punishment. which sounds good to me. cross ur fingers for my grades to be lovely.
i love you all... and always will
♥ Liz