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pssssh yeah i never write in here anymore.
and my aim is broken at the moment. so i thought i'd write in here
i havent talked to kierra in forever. its really say. why am i so effin stupid? blah. these kids at my school remind me soo much of you guys. it makes me so sad. i wish i was friends with them. poop. awe man so i wanna loose weight like a mo' and uhhh seeing all these beautiful skinny girls everyday doesnt help at all. but its better now thats its winter because they are forced to wear something that doesnt show off every inch of their skanky little bodies. yeah i'm a bitch. isnt it crazy how mean girls are when they are jealous?...yeah and i'm one of them...but anyways... i wanna loose weight but the problem is that i'm like addicted to chocolate...its like i have PMS like 24/7...which doesnt help AT ALL. eh. so that sucks. school?...is good i guess. i've made a few new friends. my study hall is officially pimp now that theres no more sam(another skinny annoying girl) and kelley is (who is awesome by the way)...and my ceramics class is WHOA awesome. so thats goood. but i now have social studies first thing in the morning which is like someone telling me to sleep through first period. cuz awe man that class is boring. i could hardly stay awake when it was 2nd period and now i have it first...so that sucks. i got caught using a sparknotes-like internet source for Les Mis...eh i got a zero in my quiz and my homework. my mom didnt even care. she felt sorry for me. lol. and i felt bad...but probally only cuz i got caught. so yeah...needless to say, i have to acutally read the book now. 100 pages by next week...oh YEAH. except not. i all of a sudden really missed chris today. it was a way random just "whoa i miss him" feeling. so sad. i havent talked to him since october...that is pathetic...but then again...i'd either a)yell at him, b) cry, or c) have absolutly nothing to say and it would be wierd. plus...i just need to forget about him anyways...nothing good can come from me talking to him, except me being more miserable than i already am. so we'll just not call and say we did...and he should call me...shitface. uh. yeah valentines day is 12 days away. they are selling carnations at school for valentines day and i'm like "oh suuure i'm gonna get one.pshhhh" makes me feel...so awesome (do you sense the sarcasm?)!!! janna marie rowell is coming to visit me in march. i swear i'm gonna pee myself(not really cuz thats gross) when i see her. havent seen her since my 14th birthday...and that is waaaay to long. miss katiey said something about maybe coming up here over break...which would be awesome...because katiey is the coolest ::smile:: awww and anneke too. i miss that kid. wow its been sucha long time since i've talked to her...awe geez. and becca might come up here this summer. oh my goodness.. PARTY IN PHILLY!!!! i dont get guys at all. i mean they think that girls are complicated...well really they have NO idea. i mean...eff. andrew. don't look at me and then not say anything...to look you have to speak as well, or else...no looky at liz!!!! and this kid...just broke up with his g/f and he's mucho hottness... and maybe i'm outta my mind but he looks at me everytime i walk by during lunch..and in the morning...amanda says she sees it too...but i dunno. i really DONT think that theres anything to be looking at anyways. pshh i'm rambling. i'm sorry. lol. well i hope you enjoyed my ramblings. tis a wonderful thing isnt it?... it think i mentioned everyone. ohh here. eli-- i looove you more than cake(yeha cuz i'm the fat kid). sammy-- i cant wait to see you again. you are awesome and i looove you!!! kierra-- i miss you...damn i need to call you. shitttt! paco-- you are the bestest fake big-brother that any girl could ask for. i love you pacoster!!!
ok i think thats it. sorry i bitch and moan...but you love me anyways :)
<3333 Liz