Mar 23, 2006 14:36
From now on some of you wont be able to read whats going on in here anymore. Im tired of hearing about when its okay for me to write in my own damn journal or that its wrong for me to even do so. Sooooo easiest way to solve that problem is to fix it and i have.
This is myyy damn journal.. If theres something bothering me and i feel like coming on here to unload then why the hell cant i? Just because i dont feel comfortable talking to people about it face to face sometimes.. I guess writing in here is automatically wrong? Noo i didnt think so. Sometimes those people make it hard for you.
Example. Right now.. im frustrated and extremely let down. Why? i wont get into that on here. Ive already talked to someone and they calmed me down for the most part and they helped a great deal.
But i did what that person tells me to do and let them know why im mad and frustrated and what happens?? The exact thing and reason i dont confromt people.. i get an attitude when i have no right to recieve one. I have all right being mad after being lied to and being let down. It goes far beyond that as well considering i had already told myself whatever was supposeed to happen today wasnt going to.
Well.. Im posting this so everyone can read it. If i feel like posting some shyt later..
GUESS FUCKING WHAT! im gonna.. regardless what the fuck its about. Try not scaring me away from talking to you.. I finally talk and then you give me an attitude when you know im in no wrong.