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things aren't so bad... i went to work this morning and it's great b/c it gets me up on saturday mornings... and if i'm EXHAUSTED i can go back to sleep, but if not, i have the morning to get shit done and be awake for breakfast and stuff... i'm getting into a pattern, and i'm doing DAMN well in my classes... i'm doing everything i'm supposed to with all the financial aid offices and i'm reading regularly and working and making some money. i'm being productive for once in my life... i'm PRETTY sure i'm INSANELY bipolar to have such a switch, but i'm looking at things optimistically... like i should be. i've been so cynical the past few weeks, and i'm a miserable cynic... so i'm dropping that shit. whatever. i'm here to go to school anyway... and i'm doing that and well.