update ... sad and happy
June 2nd I graduated from high school.. overall it was nice day for me. I graduated.. i got the diploma. Thats night we went to eat at a very bad resturant. My college will be starting from Aug 22nd somwhere inside i can't wait on the other side i am afraid to whats to come. D has started drving by herself now and even dad lets her go. I also got my new bed this friday.. been doing landscape work mostly. Summer break has started i got a job offer but the guy later never called back. I am thinking of making a high school scrapbook but who knows when i will actually get the scrapbrook. I hate being the youngest in my family no one talks to me since they think I am still young which i am not. a month ago i had stopped cutting myself.. i think i will need to start it again.. because i am all alone again sis always just talks to her bf 24/7 if she is not talking to him on the phone she is talking to him online it is to a point now that it has started to make me angry because she never spends even a lil bit of time with me. Dad will be gone all next week :d i am so happy i can finally do what i want yayeeee!!!!