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i've decided that since he doesn't seem to care very much then i won't care very much. maybe that will help settle all of our fucking problems and i won't get angry at him all the time. i think that sounds like a terrific idea. from now on when he is pissed or sad or anything with any sort of emotion i'm just going to simply not care and be an ass like he is.
sounds like a good time to me! maybe it will get through his thick fucking head that he should show some sort of emotion or i don't know, that he wants to be around me or uhhh likes me since you know he is my boyfriend...but i guess since we are dating that means he doesn't have to care.
fuck i hate being this fucking stupid about it but it's been bothering me the past few days so you know i'm just gonna come out with it. he tells me to give him a harder time on some shit and when i do, he doesn't even fucking listen so it's like pointless, why do i even try? "if only you would have called 10 minutes earlier". yeah bullshit you still would have found a lameass excuse or you would have said you were waiting for your friends to call so fuck you.
i'm just angry and it's not like i hate him or anything i just need to write down how i'm feeling otherwise it all gets kept inside and then i end up like stressed and crying and it's not fun so i'm just gonna let it out now.
now i leave you with a picture of my dog, or wait a few pictures of my dog named Mavis, i love her.
ahhh that's mavis in her hat, ain't she the cutest thing you've ever seen!
that was christmas day!
mavis playing with her toy...
these pictures just make me happy so that's why i'm posting them. plus my dog is cute and i wanted everyone to meet her!!