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theres so many things i wish i had said. i cant even think of the words that would of made you feel better. it killed me to hear you say you wanted to cry. you said i wouldn't need the tissue box for my tears anymore, i thought you were serious. but look they're all gone. love is something i didn't know. love was just in the movies. im not talkign about love of marriage. im talking about the love of someone who you care for, who you trust, who you never tire of. love to me now is just a brief memory. something that wont mend quickly. a lifetime of mistakes an era of wrongdoing. finally it was right finally i had no regrets. finally it was real. but as quickly as you had come. was as quick as you had left. i dont even understand what happened. what went wrong. at one point we were perfect, together, not alone.