NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
So it's 12:02 and I'm not tired at all. I've been sleeping from 5-8 so I think I had my rest! This week has been a bitch for me and it keeps getting worse. For Voices the seniors don't get to sing by ourselves because their is only six of us. I'm pissed cause I don't think the whole choir should sing the song but whatever she doesn't fucking listen to us anyway. I'm just tired of it. I felt stupid to even care that much about something that can't be changed. I even broke down and cried today. Then me and Chris have been planning on seeing eachother since Monday and Tuesday didn't work because he had to go look for a job and go to this team thingy, Wednesday/ today didn't work because he had to go to the doctors and now tommorow I don't even think I can go over there because when he went to the doctors he found out he has a rash that can be spread. So yeah I'm thinking I'm not going to be able to see him until it's cleared up and that's just going to piss me off. I already miss him so so much and not seeing him longer is going to make my life even worse. I hate this week so much. I also have nothing to keep myself occupied and of coarse we have no school on Friday. So tommorow I'm going to go and get my art project stuff so then I can start that and then I have Graphic Design stuff I'm putting off on purpose so I can do that on Friday. And I'm thinking I'm going to be calling a lot of my friends this weekend just because I know I won't be able to see Chris! It's a good thing for me and a bad thing. This may be the only time for me to actually hang out with my friends. Yeah next week track starts so I will never see Chris well barely just on the weekends. Even then I have some Saturday meets. I'm kinda excited to start the season and scared that I might hurt myself even more. Well I think I should try to go to bed now!
I'll update again cause I have time now!
:) ~Liz~
I'll update again cause I have time now!
:) ~Liz~