now it sll seems clear
so its been decided that today was a very emo day. yea i feel like i got a lot done at school and it was a great day. then i went to site and i think thats where it all started to go down hill. i mean my first gtaders were ok but not the best they could have been. there are so many kids in that class that have potential but just don't care. We weren't like that when we were littel were we? then i went to work at 2. it was ok until about 5. It all began to suck then. lets call her C. C comes and in and immediatly begins to bitch at how shes tired and has a headache and blah blah blah. I keep my mouth shut. then at about 5:20ish we'll call her K she comes in. Now K and C are bitching all at once. I however am still the only one who is working. Yea thats right. The one who came right from school to work and then at work did all of then new PO's after 5 by herself. But do i bitch and moan no i don't. Its just getting to the point of me being tired of the only one who cares some days. I mean honestly how hard is it to say yea i can open that box for you, or ok i can mark that off as here. ITS NOT THAT GODDAMNED HARD! Its days like this that make me rethink my position there. Thats why im decided that i am going to the interview at Scott's Hallmark in a week or so. I am really sure that is what i need to do. I am also thingin of staying at the mall but maybe only on weekends. Yea i think that sounds like what i need to do.
but anyways sorry for the long rant. Elyse and I had a good one today. It made me think about a lot of things. THANKS Elyse!
Anyways my Busia sent me this e-mail about cherrisihing each day for what tis worth b/c you never know what tomm is gonna bring. She is so right. So im now gonna try a new perspective from her. She means so much to me. I am so glad she is still here. SO heres to you Busia, 5 years after they told you 5mths to live and your going strong and cancer free. Here's to one person i admire a lot. Here's to you!!
i figured i should end on a happier note so that is it.
yea i do feel better!
EDIT:: My aunt is now in the hospital. They don't know why. She's my godmother. Great.
but anyways sorry for the long rant. Elyse and I had a good one today. It made me think about a lot of things. THANKS Elyse!
Anyways my Busia sent me this e-mail about cherrisihing each day for what tis worth b/c you never know what tomm is gonna bring. She is so right. So im now gonna try a new perspective from her. She means so much to me. I am so glad she is still here. SO heres to you Busia, 5 years after they told you 5mths to live and your going strong and cancer free. Here's to one person i admire a lot. Here's to you!!
i figured i should end on a happier note so that is it.
yea i do feel better!
EDIT:: My aunt is now in the hospital. They don't know why. She's my godmother. Great.